when faygo's absence causes society to collapse into a hellhole
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Bro.
Also I gave it some thought y’all. For now I’ll stay chill since I’ve got a bad habit of reading through anyway... sorry for the massive scare or whatever and sorry for making y’all worried about me.
I really do feel like garbage sometimes here, but I’ll simply try to not voice my thoughts on some subjects in order to avoid giving myself any grief. It wasn’t anything any of you guys did, just a lot of external and internal conflict.
****, I’m even under the suspicion that I’m slowly actually losing it- the other night I woke up at like 3 am, went to use the bathroom and I swear my face was melting off lol... went back to bed and woke up later drenched in sweat. My memory issues are getting a little worse the more I tunnel vision to avoid my stressors.
But damn it I really don’t think it’s wise of me to quit one of my emotional support communities cold turkey. I was going to quit quit after a little while... kinda left that part out maybe, but really this place has been one of the many things that have been helping me through tough times- not that it doesn’t give me any but it’s negligible.
Anyway, sorry guys. I’m still here. No more “this is making me wanna die”-esque posts.