I'm...not entirely sure how I should word this. I've honestly never really been good at communicating myself to others effectively, I don't really talk to people all that often outside of work. Outside of a couple people I play Smash with I don't really have many friends, as I'm usually locked in my room doing my artwork. It is unfortunately something that has gotten me into trouble. I usually believe in speaking honestly, and my intentions are never to harm or offend, in fact it's quite the opposite. As a result I may come across as being a bit...blunt.
I want to start by saying that I've been sort of overwhelmed with what happened, with these feelings of guilt, shame, embarrassment...I've been dealing with a lot of my own issues that makes socializing not as easy for me so I wanted to take a short break from this website to make sure my head was set in the right place so I could hopefully articulate myself better without letting my emotions get the better of me and to gather my thoughts together more effectively. Or at least the best that I can. I don't know...
I have tried to reach out to
@Taigiry and apologize through DMs after realizing how bad things have turned out but I haven't gotten a response, I'm not sure if you've blocked me or are just ignoring me, which I suppose I may deserve at this point. I figured it would be best to go to DM's to make sure that you actually recieved my apology directly (since I know it is easy for things to get lost in the Social Thread sometimes), but once again I'm not entirely sure and have been pretty much stressing all night since not getting any response, but I do want to tell you that I am truly sorry for what I said. I realize my response may have come across as too harsh, and I posted it without really thinking much of it. I understand phobias can be a tough thing to deal with and I should've been more cognizent of how you may have felt at the time. I really do hope you are seeking some kind of help for your phobia if it's that serious as it's something I believe you shouldn't have to live with, and especially something that shouldn't be ignored. But that is not my place to decide for you and whatever you decide to do I hope things works out for the best for you.
Once again I am truly sorry for what I said, I hope I haven't caused too much trauma and that you can hopefully recover from any pain I may have caused.