So tagging a few of my close friends on what's been happening with me. So
Wademan94
@JDCabrera
Lamperouge
R
Rangez
Hat N' Clogs
and co. It'll be a bit long.
So gonna be having these hospital visits for a while. One doctor seems really determined to get down to the bottom of my "cycle of symptoms". Also got an x-ray on my chest as well. No issues surprisingly as I thought there would be problems with the heart. Still drawing a blank on the shortness of breath though.
When I told them I feel disconnected from reality, they gave me a few suggestions like cutting my hair (which has gotten too long) and trying to use the headphones less for a while. Also told me to wear a neck cushion for the next few nights to help the neck strain less.
Finally got to ask them a question. "Why is it that it happens when my life is in a way stress free?" I mean all I do is story write, play video games/watch anime and go out walking. "It happens to all of us at some point." was the reply. I suppose I can agree with that.
And then they told me something that I don't like to hear but need to. Change my diet. With my obsession with pudding and instant noodles........I really need to but with my brother being a chef, I get afraid to cook in my own kitchen. Then the doctor finds a way to speak my language.
"Think of it like a meter from green to red. Right now with your diet, you are in the red. If you get your body back up to green, then you play about with it again." Madman so I see his method. Without a doubt, the days of me drinking so many cans of energy drinks a day are over and I suppose trying to be a bit healthy for a while will do me the world of good. Plus I barely eat.
All in all not too bad. With counselling tomorrow, hopefully I can get over the doom and gloom. Also this is the last time I'm spending a lot of money on taxis but hey I'd rather pay double and wait half the time then pay the usual amount and wait 7 hours. And I lied to my parent because of having went to one hospital over another due to said reason and had a mental breakdown there last time.
And keeping you guys and my IRL friends informed as well.