So yesterday I had a terrible day at the gym. Was benching 45s and after my first set of 10 I couldn't get past 4. So I decided to use dumbells. 45s couldn't get past 5, 40s couldn't get past 5, 35s struggled to finish a 2 sets of 10. As soon as I finished that set I knew something was wrong.
My friend who is now a trainer at the gym now came up to me and told me it was probably a number of things like stress, lack of food intake, (I was eating well under cutting and haven't been drinking water) and only getting 5 hours of sleep a day.
Been really struggling these past few days because I finally hit 209lbs and then had a binge day with my family for my cousin's birthday at a Korean BBQ. Ever since then I've jumped back up to 215, and have had a hard time mentally.
Ugh, the struggle is endless.