well from how far down i was it looks like this story will end up good considering i just had the best conversation of my life>
ok so it was over the phone text messaging to a 18yrs old girl that lives in pittsburg that ive never met and only seen one picture of and just have talked to over the phone but still ill type out the conversation :
ok i havemt talked to her in a few days but she really likes me and illl pick it it up after weve talked for a bit
me "Holy Crap im so happy that u exsist and that ur real and u dont know it yet but ur saving my life"
me"i know its alot for u to take on but ur strong enough theres no one on this earth as strong as u"
her"Awe I love u
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me"I love u so much *cry face* i have to get out there and be myself im tired of hiding"
me"but i wont let this world brimg me down anymore"
her"Awe i love u babe so much"
me"And ur gonna love the real me cuz its tha same person ur talking to except hes not afraid to move forward......hes not afraid of the things that bring him down"
me"im free to do what i want im a good person who had to deal with so much **** it steals away my very self. But im comin back cuz i deserve another chance ive learned from my mistakes and i will flourish with u by my side i can do anything "strait face" "wink" "love"
me" i love u our life is going to be so amazing now that im free to use my own ideas to make everthing better i can do anything with ur protection support and love"
me" I need to know 100% that i will be with u can u give me that "
me "i know u cant but as long as u are going to be and arent gonna change thats enough"
hER"no i love u to much to ever let u go"
me" I already feel less depressed just knowing i get with the best woman on this earth"
her" awe
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me "ur so awesome i hope ur as happy as me"
her "I am babe"
me" i never thought id find what i was looking for. It turns out wasnt impossible or only one girl i just had to make myself good enough so that i had to find someone cuz there are good people out there ive found u and i wouldnt trade u for anyone ever......Never ur with me no one else deserves u"
her"awe babe i love u so so much"
me "u give me so much strength"
her "awe i love u"
me "i love u more"
at first i was just going to say hi but me being the thinker i am i said sumthin like i know u grew up without ur parents and i have so much too give u cuz i have to make up for all the love u missed and ur the only person strong enough in the world that can protect me cuz ur a frickin lion(shes a leo), i mean protect my feelings, and ill protect u from danger,with ur protection i can do anything i want.....
then she said i love u and i was like yes awesome oops wait i have to say i love u too then i said i feel so much passion for u..... i said we have so much to laern from eachother except for the fact that we want to **** the crap out of eachother and love eachother
the way i met her was on some stupid app where people rate u, then she left her number at first it was really akward then i sent her a picture of my **** and she was like wow its really good then we kept talkin about stuff. i was like do women really talk about guys ****s?" and she was like "yes" like the fatest she ever replied......also i said do girls get wet on accident like guys get boners. and then i sent her another picture of my **** and she was lik wow and i was like r u wet and she was like no, so u can control it
as for her looks shes like 4'11 cute face like 38 d boobs and a little chubby
so ya it was pretty awesome as far as my other story i end up goin to a mental hospital for 8 days where this dude ****s with my head and i cant explain it but it was so bad that this black dude that was there notices and punches him in the face
and i dunno i dont think ive recovered from that but when i got out i saw a doctor called chester who wanted to send me back to the hodpital and said i had schitzophrenia and eventually i got llike 8 other doctors to say i dont, i finnally fired his *** a week ago...... i was seeing this therrapist that i liked and i couldnt get over her so finaaly i went in drunk and said i cant keep seeing u if i know i cant be with u and i took back the picture i painted for her. and slammed the door, the next friday she filled my appointment with someone else and i had to talk to her supervisor who said that i was getting to close to her which isnt true cuz i never said i wanted to stop seeing and and i never made any advances towards her etc.. so she said shell call my cell phone later, then about 5 hours later i called and left a message with her that wasnt very nice.
So her Supervisor called my parents on my home and tried to go behind my back fortunately i was listening on the other line and then i cursed the **** out of her.... then she said i needed needed confirmatrion from dr chester. anyways when i get to him hes bring up the schitzophrenia and says ill make the call if u start taking these anti psychotics then we'll see in a month and i said no i neeed to se her right now he said ur stalking her then picked up the phone and left the message if i go anywhere near her to call the police.... so i i was ur done dude ur the only person that thinks this weve been playin u.... i finnaly say another doctor and am strait again
so ya i dunno i guess im gonna get a movie made about me or sumthing i dunno