Part of my training session was completed. I decided to look into my past more. Lots don't know this about me but I am an adopted kid. I was giving up at birth to my grandmother at 2weeks old.My grandma had me and my other brothers ans sisters. Think I had about 6. My grandma could not take care of us all. So she put me up in foster care Where the woman that took me in (and sent me away at 17 years old) Took me in.
Now this I already knew about. But what I did not know was that my grand mother wanted be back as I got a lil older. But I was alread big. So my foster mom (who I trully see as my mother) decided to take me in, signed those papers and make me one of her own.
Also, one of my brothers told my mom in spanis that I was very lucky ansd wish he had what I had. My mom was like"why you say that, and dont be saying those things with your grandma around" Hence he was talking in spanish since my grandma did not know it. "Because he now has a mom who cares alot about him and gives him all those expensive sneakers,cloths and jewlery (I use to get alot of rings when I was young and braclets) I never knew him and my mom had this convo. it hit me hard learning about this.
I been thinking of searching for my birth mom and getting some answers. But I amnot sure if I could handle that.If I was to ever met her. I will not be in a happy mood and flame her. Cause she did somethings I am not proud of at all and could have killed me. And at the same time. I don't even wanna know who the hell she is. Though I would like to find my other brother and sisters.