Or instead, people could just take their heads out of their *****, and read the things I posted in the thread, without assuming with every fiber of their being that I'm scum. I mean, I can see how anonymity might help with that, but it wouldn't have helped me. If I had written who I wanted to lynch D2 in my N1 message, it would've been Circus, and they lynched him. My N2 message got blocked, and I didn't make it to N3.
I went through the whole game being fine, but every time someone "did a reread", they did it with "PJB is scum" in mind, because Kantrip and soup wouldn't shut the **** up about me for the entire game. What should have happened, is that they actually read my posts, instead of just believing every goddamn word being said about me all game. Soup spent well over half the game just slinging mud at me, and eventually people started believing his bull**** instead of actually reading me. No amount of "but PJB, you were being scummy" will convince me that you were actually reading me, because you weren't. Everyone's accusations against me were just false, and it was ridiculous. It didn't matter how many times I actually pointed to why they were wrong, they were just not prepared to listen. It was infuriating.
This was the least fun I've had in any game I've ever played. That's the reason I gave up. It was not fun, it was torture. Town did not let up on me for even a moment, it was disgusting. The weight that was lifted when I decided to just stop posting? Tremendous. I've never felt good about being a quitter before, but that **** felt good.