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1. Yeah. you're more or less reading it right. I know I have the knowledge and skills to perform at a relatively high level (I felt like I was able to hang with most of the players at Summit, and have taken out players ranked above me at almost every OOS tourney I've gone to in 2016), but I find that I oscillate between playing well/being in a good, natural state of mind, thinking too much about how to maintain and improve from this point, and returning back to a state of playing poorly and over-thinking every detail of what I did wrong/didn't do right in my next session, and then returning to playing well sometime later. Ironically, when I did (relatively) well at DPOTG, Dairly Beloved, and G4, I felt really lost in my gameplay the days leading up to them, but ended up pulling it together the day of. While it's reassuring that I can pull it out when things seem bleak, I would rather mitigate/avoid the bleaknessSo if I'm reading this right, you know what in the game to do but you wrap yourself up in conscious thought about it after you get a good result, is this right?
If so, then it is a common problem in a way. When people succeed they begin overthinking everything since they want to hold onto the success instead of build on it. However, there is a flip side to this. Conscious thought, rigorous thought, can only be applied to your new ideas to build upon them. How do we resolve this conflict? We allow the thought to settle and begin asking new questions of our new ideas instead of consistently trying to make old results happen. I've noticed in my own training when I only try to do what I know works or recreate something from before, I pay too much attention to myself and not the opponent and the flowing of the match. When I switch my focus to learning new things or trusting myself to apply old things, even if I forget sometimes things go better. I can relearn quickly since I am open to it. So in your play, trust yourself and be observant like before at Summit. In your theorycrafting/training, ask questions and try to build on what you already have instead of only holding on to what you already have.
A final note is you should try to recreate thoughts/lifestyle habits that you had going into productive days. You always want to be in a productive state and there are steps you can follow to get to that. You have to learn what these are for you and also keep your mind focused on learning like I talked about before for it to work. It can be done though! I hope this answers your question.
2. I think this answer is in the direction of what I was looking for, and I have had similar thoughts. It's reassuring to hear that you've had similar phases with regards to in-game mentality for learning. I definitely agree that I end up overthinking everything whenever I have successful experiences, because I want really badly, and probably too badly to hold onto this success. I have also considered that in order to avoid the problem, I need to allow my thoughts to settle, ask new questions, build new ideas, and trust myself to apply old things. HOWEVER, that is clearly much easier said than done, haha, so I'll discuss some of my roadblocks and concerns with regard to that:
a) I am kind of a perfectionist, and I don't like moving on from things unless I am convinced that I am extremely proficient at them (which is why I have never quit Melee in 10 years LMAO). As a result, I think I dwell on certain parts of my game for too long because I innately think that I can still always be better at this one aspect of the game, and if I can push this important thing further, why bother moving on? Not always the most productive thought, but it begs the question: at what point do you stop putting conscious effort into a skill and move onto something else?
I noticed you say that when you tried too hard to recreate something/do what you "know" works, you tend to pay too much attention to yourself and not the opponent/the flow of the match. I 100% feel this, and I think it might be the main problem I encounter. When I get into this bad mindset, I find that I focus too much on what I am doing and should be doing, and I try to solve problems in terms of what actions I could have done better, when the real answer is that I needed to be more focused on the opponent/flow of the match, rather than my own actions. So that being said, maybe I need to be more experimental with my thoughts, trust myself to perform something after a relatively small number of successful events (rather than trying to recreate the successful event ad nauseum), and then trying to put conscious effort into something new. I have some trouble trusting myself to perform old things, but I might just need to take that leap of faith.
b) I have found that sometimes when I put an old idea to the wayside and work on new things, I will forget good things I used to do, or slip back into some bad habits that I had originally fixed. I think this triggered a fear of forgetting in me, which leads back to point 2a, haha. You said that whenever you trusted yourself to apply old things and switched your focus to new things, it would work out better, even if you forgot things sometimes. This suggests to me that I need to trust myself more to execute old things, and perhaps I need to accept that forgetting old things is an unavoidable part of improvement, but have faith that things will still work out better than trying too hard to recreate old successes.
c) Whenever really intelligent players talk about Melee (e.g. Druggedfox, Leffen, etc.) everything seems so plain and matter-of-fact. I think it puts me in a mental trap of trying to obsessively dedicate conscious effort into improving my game theory and understanding. There is obviously a lot of improvement someone can make via studying and theorycrafting the game, but I'm basically trying to figure out how to pace it and apply it better, since it can be kinda hard to manage.
That being said, do you think there is anything that you should almost always be focusing your conscious effort or your attention on? For example, stage positioning, the opponent/their range of threat, or any basic guiding thoughts? One reason I ask this is because I am wondering how to loosen up and trust myself to execute old things without going into the bad/lazy kind of autopiloting. How do I loosen up, while still staying focused?
3. I think I've been doing a fairly good job of maintaining my lifestyle habits. I exercise a couple times a week, meditate, plan my time out, and live a somewhat balanced lifestyle.... as much as I can/am willing I am a proponent of being a well-balanced human being, since a lot of Smashers are frankly kinda degenerate lol
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