Lol ok, I'm going to post honestly about my whole situation with this and my feelings. FYI I am almost done with judging when I decided to just write an all encompassing critique instead of a broken down critique based on the four sections. Instead of taking 15+minutes on each entry I'm taking about ten. Only here to post this now because my laptop likes to overheat and become nearly unusable so I've switched to my b/f's compy to write more critiques in gmail to e-mail to myself. Lol.
I have actually been avoiding this thread for a big main reason: People talking about when oh when the critiques will be done. And honestly, that attitude has been what's cause me to drag my feet on critiquing(aside from working full time).
Let me give you a run down on how things have felt for me, as a judge.
Everytime an AWYP ends, we instantly have people hoping for the next one, and eventually, some of you, complaining that a next one hasn't been started yet. Or joking about how long it'll be for another one. The latter is just as annoying because it feels like a complaint.
A new AWYP starts. This one partially because I knew people would be excited, and I didn't fully think through my work and social schedule(and a coworker quit. That was fun for time). Instantly-Instantly, people complain about the two week time limit. I'm sorry, I don't mean to be saying this to everyone, because a lot of you are very fair. But still, we get complaints complaints. We also got slight complaints about the clarity of the prompt, and what should be required of it. This doesn't help much for motivation on the judges part.
Contest time is up. I decide to set a timeline about when scores will be put up, hoping it'll keep me and the other judges on a timeline for timely scores. Obviously, this failed. But even before there was a long wait after the due date, what happens? I say expect results March 28th. On March 28th, people grumble that results aren't up yet. That's awesome.
I'm not trying to shed my responsibility, because I am responsible and it is unreasonable to be so late. But honestly, feeling under-appreciated hasn't inspired me to try harder. On top of this, for a time, I was working 5 days a week, 10:30-7:30. I get home around 8:25 depending on trains if the clients at my work decide not to drag their feet out the door. On these days, I don't get home til 8:30. On work days, I honestly wanted to do nothing but get home, relax, and spend time with my boyfriend before going to bed. For about two weeks at least, I only got online once or twice a week.
Finally, my work drops to four days a week. On and off that is because the new coworker isn't very good. Luckily, my boyfriend, whom always worked on my days off and I only saw at night, has the same days off as me. I decide to go out and do stuff with him and relax because I haven't properly been around him for weeks. Yeah, I should've put time aside to work on judging, but honestly work had me so stressed out that I didn't care.
Eventually my time and stress mellows out. By this point, I am avoiding looking at this thread because I'm in no sort of mood to possibly see negativity on late scores. Add to this the thought of writing 4 paragraphs for 12 different entries, some of which I knew I'd have a hard time judging due to not being familiar with the medium, and now I'm at an avoidance stage. Also knowing that the other judges weren't far into judging didn't help either, but in the end I'm fully responsible for my procrastination.
I do apologize greatly for the late scores, but understand where the judges are coming from. Stress from life, feeling under-appreciated, and my own personality flaws have cause me to be unforgivably late.
Sorry guys. I promise to have my scores done by the weekend.
Edits: I also did not anticipate getting this many entries based on the last AWYP, and the short time line. Whoops.
Oh, and I created a deadline for judges because when we didn't have one, people instantly whined about how long they had to wait until scores were posted.