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I found my limit on alcohol the hard way. Usually I can drink as much as I want and be drunk but not absolutely wasted, last night I was being sick and have no recolection of the time between half 1 and 5. I have these photos on my camera that I can't remember taking. It wasn't fun, I felt...

I'm such a geek I'm downloading AIM so I can chat with everyone here, seeing as though it's more popular than msn here.

I've got a flat but I'm out of money. Unless I find something fast my electricity will run out and I'm screwed.

My ex decided to unblank me, I used to have feelings for her but now all I seem to have is a slight annoyance. Anyway I asked why she was blanking me, her answer was "Honestly, I have no idea". I thought she'd broken up with her new boyfriend or something but turns out they're still together...

Alot of things have changed in these past few years, but this place has remained constant. I'm glad of that. If it wasn't for this place keeping me entertained, I dunno what I'd be doing. There's also some more things that I've been sitting here trying to remember for the past half hour, but...

I can't afford the 30 quid a week to take driving lessons.

Er, fast reactions are me.

Me.

Krickutune. If I wish hard enough, maybe it'll disappear.

I bought it last time, I'll buy it again.

Depression is much more than ****ty days though. Is suicide irrational? When you're in the position that you're contemplating it, no, it's not. Depression is crippling, it's a horrible, horrible feeling, which is why, illinialex, people would prefer to feel nothing at all. But this doesn't...

How is suicide plain horrible?

If you're doing Higher classes, you only need to take about 3 of them, but if you're doing anything below that you need to take 5 classes. I had 5 classes at the start of the year but got dropped from Biology and Media Studies cause I was resitting the same level that I did the year before but...

After having to stay in school, a place that made me clinically depressed, because my mum said she'd throw me out of the house if I left was a rubbish feeling. Eventually the school wouldn't keep me on in my last year cause I only had 3 classes, so my mum threw me out when I was 16. Just as this...

I've been watching the dvds too, and it all fits together when you watch all the episodes.