I'm like a hurricane. :D
Nah, I'm just kidding. I'm not sure if I'll continue with this relationship. Right now I'm re-thinking through the way romantic relationships are conducted in America, whether or not I agree with dating as a whole, the point of romantic relationships, et cetera. There's a lot to think about. Until I feel confident in my understanding of that, I'm not sure I want to go ahead and decide whether or not I want to pursue one with this girl.
Regardless, I see that backing off helps her to build a better friendship with me and helps me focus on what I need to be focused on. So for the moment, I'm backing off. But I'm not convinced that things end here. Call it a vibe. Anyway, I'll message you some other time with a detailed explanation of it all. Or I'll try to, anyway. I wonder why I like this girl, myself, sometimes. It's weird. I don't think I necessarily like her. Again, really complicated.