first question
this is to me
first of all "why" and second of all "are you okay"
thanks for the questions
1) Because time is the strongest limiting force in my life at the moment. Besides an inevitable end of life, there are periods of time as mandated by a third party (rent, school, work, etc) that demand compromise that which puts me in a worse position financially or otherwise, in return for my livelihood. Time is ever moving forward, stopping for nobody. No amount of power can work against this force that brings the strongest man to hell.
2) Yes, thanks for asking. The other day was pretty rough but I'm doing alright right now. I should really be asleep, but I stayed up playing Xenoblade- but then I realized I needed to clean my apartment a little. And now I just have a brutalmoose stream on.
So... I'm generally okay, at least.