"not actually good" cannot be true when I'm the best with the melee cast as a whole on average, won nationals with sheik/fox/marth, top in brawl, good at 64. If I am "not actually good", then nobody is good. Unless you're biased towards low tiers that Amsa/Axe use. They are rare exceptions of low tiers who I truely think are held back by their character by a bit. But not tremendously.
and I don't really care if any hate I get for having a different opinion
Having a different opinion pretty much automatically garners hate in the world we live in, for almost anything it is.
Saying something good about yourself means your are conceited.
Saying bad things about yourself means you are modest.
These are the unspoken rules of the world that most people follow but don't want to admit.
Example: I will beat mango, then say we are even in skill
Response by people: Omg you won and you use worse characters by a bit you are WAY BETTER THAN HIM
Example 2: I will lose to mango, then say we are even in skill
Response by people: omg no mango is way better than you he owned you you're nowhere near as good
(These examples really have happened many times btw, just to be clear that's not a theoretical situation).
It's just 1 example, but I have learned that in genearl this is how the world works.
knowing this I decided to post my true feelings anyway
since it's unpopular to the masses, it probably is guaranteed to be hated on, so go on, I am honestly used to it lol.