There have been 3 spiders in my room in the last 5 days. I'm arachnophobic. Now I won't feel "safe" in my room for a good two weeks.
Actually, I've had a lot of interactions with spiders lately, way more than usual and they have all been in my personal space. I think one encounter actually induced my first panic attack (definitely the worst experience I've had with a spider. Basically, I rolled down my window in my car like I always do and a huge, detailed, fat ****ing spider almost crawled inside the car with me and I basically lost it while driving. The thought of that happening made me absolutely sick. I had to turn around, go home and gtfo my car). I sorta wanna get help for this because it's getting worse not better. But at the same time I want to avoid my fear all together rather than deal with it.
Also,
My girlfriend wants to
now practice abstinence (for religious purposes) in our relationship and this is a long term thing.
It's more frustrating because I can't even be mad about it. I can't tell anyone to discard their religious beliefs. Wqkuqgkuqhkjqwhkao.
I think I'm more upset and frustrated with the spiders though. I hate them so much.
**** me -___-