I know we're long past this but feel I need to say this.
I want to owe you all in a huge apology regarding my behavior. I'm much stronger than you might believe and I would never do anything to hurt myself let alone take my life and I apologize for if that's what you guys were thinking I was going to do, what I was pretty much doing was shutting myself off from the world around me, because I know I have family and friends that cares for me.
What I need to understand is that the world has been through worst times (Middle Ages, WWI and WWII, the Holocaust, etc.) that we managed to get through as a species and I know not everyone is inherently evil and malicious as you all thought I might have been thinking. It was just being in a time like this really got the better of me given the possibility of nuclear war hanging over us but I should understand as plenty of you already mentioned even though there is that
chance, that chance is extremely low.
Do know that I suffer from high stress and anxiety but for the most part doing fine as it is. Currently on the waiting list for this Anxiety Management Group.
In this case, it'd probably be for better and best cut myself off away from the news regarding Russia's invasion of Ukraine and focus on the now living my life as it is.
I once again apologize for my exaggerated fearmongering. While shutting myself off from the world at that time, it made me rethink my life especially of what I've been doing and because of that I'll try to aim to be a better person on this site apologizing for all the times I might have been an immature noob, trolling or basically baiting you. I know I've continued to keep crying wolf given how I kept doing it over and over again but this time I'm determined to change for the better becoming a more respectable person on this site.
You guys are the best and I made lot of great friends here notably
Mamboo07
and
Zinith
I'm sorry for especially scaring you Mamboo. That really hurt me when I heard you say that being you're my best Aussie bro. That was the last thing I would have wanted to do to you.
That is it now, I had to say my peace was all.