So, I posted something the other day in the Unhappy thread, and now's the time to counteract negativity by posting something hopeful!
So, in my unhappy post, I mentioned that my biggest crush recently started dating another guy and after inquiring about how she felt about me, she replied that she never felt the way I did about me. First up on the positive train, I'm now completely fine with all of it, and even gave her new boyfriend a genuine smile and hand shake. I couldn't say anything to him because my friend started talking and then they got engrossed in each other (now I know what it's like to be a third wheel), but he's a nice guy, and I'm really happy and supportive of them, like I should be as one of her best friends. She did mention in her response that even though she didn't have any romantic feelings for me, she REALLY liked me as a friend. It was in caps and everything, so I'm glad we still get to be good friends, even though I'm kind of a third wheel now xD
Secondly, I've been in the best mood lately even though I had a moment of heartbreak on Monday. I've just been chipper all week, and I can't really say why, I just am. Maybe I'm excited about the promise of someone better to run into. Who knows, maybe I'll actually be able to date this next person xD I'm starting to playfully imagine what this "dream girl" would be like. Nice, sweet, beautiful, a good sense of humor, confident (although the shy ones are cute, so I don't mind either), brave, loyal, and talented to name a few traits. Hopefully someone who loves music too. I'd love to do a duet with a violinist, and it would be a ton of fun getting music together and learning about each other in the process. A quote from an amazing show: "By exchanging notes, you get to know one another, to understand one another. As if your souls were connected and hearts overlapping. It's a conversation through instruments. A miracle that creates harmony. In that moment, music transcends words." ~Kaori Miyazono
I just can't wait! I also nailed my band audition for next year, and if I hit that threshold, I may be in top band with the best players in the school. I'm anxious to know the results... Wish me luck!