I can at least emphasize with that(coming from a card game nerd who really never has nothing to look forward to what with keeping track of set releases for 3 different games) but I feel you always take it to an extreme. Like everytime something doesn’t appeal to you specifically, not even 10 minutes later you’re posting on here about how bad it is, and while it’s fine to have that kinda opinion and also have the opinion there’s nothing to look forward to, you always just go a teensy bit too far into ranting territory, which again isn’t necessarily bad, but you keep on doing it and doing and doing it and honestly you feel like a broken record. I can emphasize with you wanting to find meaning in the year to year struggle and find stuff you want to look forward to(and I need to emphasize that’s not a bad thing) you always broadcast your opinion on it to such a degree it’s gotten pretty repetitive.
You’re a kind person and I understand the feeling, I truly do, but I feel you broadcasting every little detail about every little thing and opinion you have ever is maybe a bit much?