today I was thinking about a buncha stuff, and I always end up thinking about "why do I dislike this thing" (because I am a bitter old man). I ended up thinkin a lot about pokemon.
the game spends so much time telling you every pokemon is great and important in their own way... and then always turns back on it. every pokemon is fantastic, except also each pokemon has a hidden stat that you can't directly control, you can only breed better and better stats until you have a box full of wasted space, and the one final pokemon with good IVs you actually care about
every pokemon is special, except there's always going to be shinies and shinies are, from a subjective POV, always better because they're aesthetically different and rare
every pokemon is important, except at the end of the day the game quite literally not only lets you pick god himself, but lets you choose any type in the game for god
pokemon contradicts itself by being pokemon, the pokemon that tries to tell me "the best trainer only wins with the pokemon that they love" also wants me to grind heavily and breed over and over to get anything strong enough to play against others
thank god for pokeshowdown I guess?