I'm actually going to open up a lil bit here.. i've kept this concealed for a long time.. for the most part I'm over this now, I just want everyone to know how I had felt at the time this was happening.. months ago... Please you dont have to respond, just understand.. Again my apologies AZ Community..
Actually i still play Yoshi actually.. ^^ I even still play! n_n; Lately I haven't attended any tournies, at the weeklies, I had a phase in which, I felt mistreated by the AZ community to an extent. I was just like Tony, i'd show up to your tournaments, mainly just to commentate with Tony, and enjoy all of your company. n_n. After a long talk w/Tony, about a few things, I had realized that it wasn't really AZ, having a grudge towards me or anything. I used to be a Falco main, I was arguably in the runnings for Top 5, in our state's PR. Then, completely out of the blue, I announce, I'm finished with Falco, and will main Yoshi.
OFC, Yoshi, is much worse, than Falco, so my success, ceased, and slowed tremendously. Most people were trying to push me to go back to Falco, rather than play Yoshi, because Yoshi's (easy) or not fun to play or whomever, because of his limitations.... I had gotten more upset because, "Angel" then showed up, showed his admiration for Yoshi, and nobody had given him, the same BS, I was going thru. I felt, Wow, if I play Yoshi, everyone hates it but he can play him, and it be completely fine....(Granted I can understand, because he's WAS A YOSHI MAIN, at the time, and I had just made the switch but still) To this day, I have a limitless respect for Angel, that guys pretty awesome
. Anyway, I had felt very disrespected on that aspect. It seemed AZ was too selfish, and wanted me to play a better character, just to help further develop their own game, (which is also fine), but I wanted to do it my own way(s). People began to not want to play me UNLESS I played Falco, Fox, Samus, Mewtwo, or my much better characters and I pretty much said "F*ck that noise, I'm doing things my way...
I've actually have already had a long discussion with someone about this months ago, about letting a player choose, whichever character they desire, and still play them at your fullest. I think people, just get the wrong idea of it.. People aren't choosing other characters to try and "embarrass" you, or anything. It's just something new, that the player wants to achieve.. Hopefully he's understands this now, and has taken this advice... since in the end it will ultimately make both players happier.
As for getting recognized, on a real talk basis, it's nice to be "recognized" or "known" for something, I doubt anyone, wants to be referred as.. "Oh 'insert player here" That guy sucks, etc, etc... everyone wants to have their own piece of recognition... the "level" of recognition is different indeed, but everyone to an extent, wants some piece.. That is the blunt truth, and I'm certain, nobody here wants to be that guy^ and noone here can deny it.. I mean, why would you want to play a game, that people only INTEND to doubt your abilities on... It's similar to having a job, would you work, and NOT want to get paid for it? There is some essence of wanting something back in return... A small one, but indeed it's there...Example: Taj, has his own Mewtwo thread, for M2 questions.. Axe has his own thread for Pika questions, and I've my own thread for Yoshi questions... All these threads were created for us by another player, so in that sense, its a "feels good" feeling to be noticed not just by your own state, but by the public as well.
With that feeling of mutual respect gone, (or at least I had thought at the time it was gone until I spoke with Tony) I did things on my own... I trained my Yoshi with the SV Crew mostly, and took my talents OoS, and attended my first international (Pound V) Like many, I had to prove my worth, so after making it to bracket and actually being the only low tier to even make it out of pools (since pika wasn't low anymore), THAT is for the most part, how I felt I had gotten my piece of recognition or even to this day, why people even know who I am... Of course, I had Taj, Axe, Joey, Hungrybox, multiple others overhype me and to this day, I will always praise them for that.. but I just felt a lil, hurt, that AZ, my own state, didn't completely have my back, just certain players did whereas, OoS people had already known. That to me makes absoulutely NO sense but idk what do I know... I even recall, Xander, Chris, SK, Tai, even mentioning, i'd prolly not get anywhere... that's NOT what i need/care about hearing, if you feel that way, hey keep that to yourself, not try and bring my self esteem/confidence down..
that's all...but even then (I know they, only did it to further motivate me, or at least that's what I'm hoping...I respect them alot ^^; heck I like most of you guys in person ^^ <3
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sorry
Anyway Corey, for the most part, I still do indeed play, I MAINLY train the new players (SV Crew, mainly Nicknyte, and Smurfy. Just I haven't attended AZ things lately, as I do most of my representation OoS. It's not that I don't care, just I have a "serious" case of pride, I even have a major eating disorder, that's out of control (ask Jackie or Jeff, man anyone that knows me well) that will further affect my health, and Jackie, and few others are trying to help me contain, it but it's seriously getting out of hand, yet here I am, still stupid and prideful eating multiple combos at fast food places, or spending $40+ dollars for just me at restaurants..just to see if I can do it.. It's pure "pride" or "gluttony" and in due time, I will get over it,. It will indeed just take time...unless it kills me first. Same with the AZ thing, in due time, I will just get over everything...
Either way, Tony and I have had a long conversation about all of this, and I appreciate how much he's helped enlighten me on all of this, and even how I felt on many things... Honestly it's thanks to him, that I like really still even attend/support many things related to AZ... he's helped me out alot more than he realizes.. not just with smash, but with life, and it's problems in general... For that, he will always be the person I respect most... (yeah no homo here just sayin)
Sorry for the long post,
Either way, I want to at least, help, more, or support more than i have.. I just hope, everyone understands.. how I had felt back then... I really care about the community as a whole.. Just i had minor misunderstandings...My apologies if i've rubbed anyone the wrong way, it indeed was NOT my intentions...n_n
EDIT: Jackie are you SERIOUSLY playing DK?!? I wanna go that route, after I finish with my Roy, you should help me, whenever my Roy gets finished, hopefully i can get him as good as my Yoshi! ^^