Networking Farewell....
So I'm still deciding, but I don't know if I want to help network crap anymore. I still made this group...
http://www.allisbrawl.com/group.aspx?id=85
For the networking of Idaho and brawl.... I can see the frustration BC and Buzz have had for years. 11 people....with 40+ both confirmed and unconfirmed...I guess I just assumed too much with people going...with OOS ditching at the last second...etc...and we gave 3 weeks in advance and made sure it was during NO tourneys...which people eventually just made one.. .....it really doesn't make me want to play smash anymore...Seriously...
You see...I'm not concerned about being the "best"...I like to be good, but it doesn't get me down if people get better than me...No, my main concern is getting Idaho on the map, hosting elaborate large scale tournaments , hosting smashfests...etc. So, my ego took one hopefully not but most likely fatal blow today. We called EVERYONE on the confirmed list(except dom...he had military stuff...actual legit stuff), In Idaho, and no one would pick up their phone, Utah pussed out, cause we would **** them...Oregon...don't know wtf happened to that, especiallly that some said, oh yeah, we'd come if Idaho made a tourney....Washington..makes their own **** tourney...and basically NO ONE showed up...11 people...which fvckin 6 of them are in MY small group that I smash with once or twice a week...You guys have NO idea on how much Jailene and I put into this...Just to get a super ****ty tourney....Face it, everything ever held in Idaho will NEVER be big....I thought I could make a change...I have for somethings...but have not reached my goal at all...BTW...my goal with all the advertising I did was 30...
but my ONE question is....
is anyone even serious about smash anymore?
It only seems like Gnosis, BC, Qraq, Tate (when he has time) , Jailene(w/networking) and I am serious, with some semi serious guys, like kinx, Lemon, turtlehoop, alch....?
This is my vent,...I'm debating leaving all together, but that would make 8 months of my life....wasted..so...for know on if you have a smashfest at my house..thank jailene for it...not me...If jailene ever decides to throw another tourney, I will not do anything...If there are no more smashfests or tourneys...make your own Idaho...Invite me..but I won't put one together...
So Idaho, help boost my ego... maybe I'll get back into it....maybe I won't stop..but as a community..it all rests in your hands....
So I'm still deciding, but I don't know if I want to help network crap anymore. I still made this group...
http://www.allisbrawl.com/group.aspx?id=85
For the networking of Idaho and brawl.... I can see the frustration BC and Buzz have had for years. 11 people....with 40+ both confirmed and unconfirmed...I guess I just assumed too much with people going...with OOS ditching at the last second...etc...and we gave 3 weeks in advance and made sure it was during NO tourneys...which people eventually just made one.. .....it really doesn't make me want to play smash anymore...Seriously...
You see...I'm not concerned about being the "best"...I like to be good, but it doesn't get me down if people get better than me...No, my main concern is getting Idaho on the map, hosting elaborate large scale tournaments , hosting smashfests...etc. So, my ego took one hopefully not but most likely fatal blow today. We called EVERYONE on the confirmed list(except dom...he had military stuff...actual legit stuff), In Idaho, and no one would pick up their phone, Utah pussed out, cause we would **** them...Oregon...don't know wtf happened to that, especiallly that some said, oh yeah, we'd come if Idaho made a tourney....Washington..makes their own **** tourney...and basically NO ONE showed up...11 people...which fvckin 6 of them are in MY small group that I smash with once or twice a week...You guys have NO idea on how much Jailene and I put into this...Just to get a super ****ty tourney....Face it, everything ever held in Idaho will NEVER be big....I thought I could make a change...I have for somethings...but have not reached my goal at all...BTW...my goal with all the advertising I did was 30...
but my ONE question is....
is anyone even serious about smash anymore?
It only seems like Gnosis, BC, Qraq, Tate (when he has time) , Jailene(w/networking) and I am serious, with some semi serious guys, like kinx, Lemon, turtlehoop, alch....?
This is my vent,...I'm debating leaving all together, but that would make 8 months of my life....wasted..so...for know on if you have a smashfest at my house..thank jailene for it...not me...If jailene ever decides to throw another tourney, I will not do anything...If there are no more smashfests or tourneys...make your own Idaho...Invite me..but I won't put one together...
So Idaho, help boost my ego... maybe I'll get back into it....maybe I won't stop..but as a community..it all rests in your hands....