tirkaro
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Link to original post: [drupal=2055]I wish I could just stop dreaming[/drupal]
I mean, seriously.
I'm pretty sure it's just me, but recently, I've started to hate dreaming.
When I want to go to sleep, I just want to go to sleep. I mean, the prospect of going to an entirely different, bizarre world within the folds of your subconscious scares me, especially since I just want to go to sleep after a hard day of cart-pushing. Really, all I want is to just sleep, and the next thing I know, wake up. Not go to sleep, end up in Kermit the Frog's mouth in the middle of hawaii while a bunch of Kirbies dance to Japanese music, then wake up.
What's even worse is the possibility of a Lucid dream. Even though everyone else wants them, I dread the thought of getting one. I have many, many, MANY fears and ridiculous supernatural paranoia, and I just know the very first thing I'll end up doing is make every single one of them show up, just because I'm a schmuck like that. Or even worse, I'm pretty sure I'll eventually have an uncontrollable nightmare where they do show up subconsciously.(they'll most likely end up dancing to Japanese music though)I know it's eventually going to happen at least sometime in my life, and it's keeping me up way past the point of what's healthy.
Oh well, I'm sure I'll eventually get over it. I just needed to get this out of my system I suppose. Still, dreams are stupid anyway.
I mean, seriously.
I'm pretty sure it's just me, but recently, I've started to hate dreaming.
When I want to go to sleep, I just want to go to sleep. I mean, the prospect of going to an entirely different, bizarre world within the folds of your subconscious scares me, especially since I just want to go to sleep after a hard day of cart-pushing. Really, all I want is to just sleep, and the next thing I know, wake up. Not go to sleep, end up in Kermit the Frog's mouth in the middle of hawaii while a bunch of Kirbies dance to Japanese music, then wake up.
What's even worse is the possibility of a Lucid dream. Even though everyone else wants them, I dread the thought of getting one. I have many, many, MANY fears and ridiculous supernatural paranoia, and I just know the very first thing I'll end up doing is make every single one of them show up, just because I'm a schmuck like that. Or even worse, I'm pretty sure I'll eventually have an uncontrollable nightmare where they do show up subconsciously.(they'll most likely end up dancing to Japanese music though)I know it's eventually going to happen at least sometime in my life, and it's keeping me up way past the point of what's healthy.
Oh well, I'm sure I'll eventually get over it. I just needed to get this out of my system I suppose. Still, dreams are stupid anyway.