At the moment... I'm falling apart. I'm TRYING to tell myself to pull myself together, that I've got a paper due in 24 hours, and that I can't go to sleep struggling with this.
I mean... Brawl's a game. That's all it is. Yet... I'm suffering from it. I've always thought there were dumb things we do in video games... but what I did was just... STUPID. But it's meaningless in the end, right? I pulled two epic fails, but other people do it, right? And they're not going to pieces over it. Maybe... it's because I see Brawl as the game that's supposed to save my life. It's a tall order for a game, but I don't see any other candidates out there for the task.
Yes, I'm serious. I'm not joking. I'm unhealthily obsessed with a game. Or is it the community that comes with it? I don't know, really. All I know is an empty feeling brought me to Smashboards, I've just about wasted all my energy trying to fill it.
I've hit rock bottom and I'm still digging.