i know it looks real bad, which is why you don't see me trying to defend myself. yeah, i got butt ****ed. with people like you asking me, "hey what happened," i don't even want to answer that because the results speak for themselves. the focus shouldn't be on me and my johns (which is what would come out of my mouth if i fully answered your question), the focus should be on me getting ***** and the good players that ***** me.
that doesn't mean i'm not going to continue talking just as much **** as before. i don't care what anyone thinks of me, i only play this game for myself. talking **** is how i am and i will always be super competitive, and getting ***** a million times wouldn't stop that.
honestly i think about it and it's like, what's the worst that happened? i lost some pride and some money. to me that's no big deal, and if it means that everyone thinks i suck even more than they already did, that's just a boon in my favor. it's always better to be underestimated.
i like to talk crap too, trust me. i highly doubt there is anyone on my level of competitiveness.
but theres a limit.. like you said let the results speak for themselves. if you wanna talk crap and get ***** by mid low tier characters, that just makes you look like a ******. no matter what johns you have, you lost. and from what i saw vs shroomed, you lost bad. its not a matter of pride, its a matter of sportsmanship. its a matter of, hey that guy did pretty good even tho he lost, instead of, lol p sucks. to me it doesnt really matter if people like me or not, and i see you got the same attitude, but you should at least want people to respect you. youve obviously lost the respect of a bunch of people. especially in canada. i know i have the respect of people i play, becuase i either earned it, or ive taken it. i got a friend whos tag is kiru and all he did was talk crap on my videos about how i never won sets, and i was the worst in the crew and he pointed out everything i did wrong, and he even called me out on a 15$ mm. what i do? talk smack right back. but you know why? becuase i knew i was going to win. i play very stupidly but when i want i can turn it up. and thats exactly what i did. and i beat him. never asked for the money cuz i didnt want it, i wanted the respect.
earn or take your respect, but never talk crap and be unable to back it up. at least make matches close and bring it down to the wire. but if you cant back it up, keep it shut.
just my advice, like i said stay humble.