Alright guys, let's just pretend that whole shtick didn't happen and focus on game play. Vaan and I took it to PMs.
Anyway...onto my post.
In general, this game has just had a huge toll on me. I'm probably going to take a really long break from Mafia after this, I think. But I'm going to try really hard and pull through for Town with this post though...even though it's 5am, and I lost my last post due to Smashboards crashing. I apologize if there isn't as much drive behind this post of mine. Obviously, these circumstances are REALLY unfortunate and it's going to be really hard to navigate my way out for you guys, so I'm just going to be as completely transparent as possible.
Let's begin with my role claim.
I am Edmond Dantès, the Count of Monte Cristo. An Avenger. As explicitly stated in the role pm, I am a TOWNIE.
I have three passive abilities. No active abilities.
The first is called "An Eye for an Eye", and states "you'll perform every action used on you back to their user."
The second ability is called "Best Served Cold", it states "you'll only perform actions back one Night after they hit you."
The third and final ability is called "I Curse Thee With My Dying Breath". It states "since you cannot avenge your own death, when you die, you'll poison your killer, killing them on the Night after your death."
Obviously, this role is an extreme threat to the Mafia because they can't kill me without getting killed themselves. I can also verify Town abilities if they target me with informative results.
Now, as far as my gameplay is concerned:
When I first entered the game, I voted for Pokechu as an RVS vote. I began feeling a bit more suspicious of Pokechu because they seemed a bit anxious and knee-jerky in their responses. A bit over the top. I mean, Pokechu was volunteering to have himself killed on D1. However, it came off as
too weird and I didn't really know how to read into it. Other players felt that it was likely Pokechu was playing the Fool. So, I looked in other directions.
I ended up moving my vote next to Nabe, who had a weird interaction with Pokechu in the beginning of the game. I felt it was an odd post because Pokechu had just volunteer to get himself lynched, yet Nabe ignored it and almost seemed to try moving attention away from Pokechu, as though the "kill me" post wasn't of much consequence.
Following other posts Nabe had made, I felt like his play was different and pressed against the slot.
Obviously, I hadn't expected Nabe to react the way he did. Threatening to never play a game with me hit pretty deep. I didn't think my push warranted that kind of response. He called me a crazed lion and said all sorts of things that I just didn't think was right. It just seemed like a really toxic interaction and I became conflicted as both a player of the game and as a person because I did not want Nabe to just never want to play a game with me again as a result of giving his slot a push on D1.
Inevitably, that is ultimately why I gave up my push and didn't try to argue with his giant wall of text, aside from the fact that he was being a little too combative and wasn't a fun person for me to engage. No offense to Nabe of course...that's just how I felt about it.
The next major thing to happen was the Shiny lynch. I wasn't there for it because I was working on the 4th of July. Right now, I'm in-between gigs since I just moved to Austin, so in order to be sustainable, I started doing Uber/Lyft in Austin while also doing job interviews. So that's why I wasn't present for the Shiny lynch with the exception of asking for a claim while on break. I thought it was very odd that the people on Shiny's lynch were not really trying to figure out what was going on with Shiny, what their claim was, asking for reads, etcetera, but it is what it is.
Going into N1, my opinion on how to play the slot was to just keep quiet and hope someone hit me. I realized though that another way to use my ability would be to verify role use and basically advertise myself. This is beneficial in my opinion because scum can't really do anything to my role without getting smacked right back, meanwhile I can basically advertise my role for free without worrying about a town-sided vigilante killing me off for incorrectly reading my slot, because they would be very much afraid of being killed on the following Night. As a result, if any town-sided role targets my slot, I can verify their ability use as long as I receive some form of notification (i.e. a cop result).
Pokechu was the first person I interacted with. I actually thought Pokechu and I were on the same page and trusted each other, but obviously this is not the case.
Pertinent information Pokechu had involved my plans with Unikorn, the fact that Nabe had a "big claim", and he also had Ura's claim.
Nabe opened up a PM with me, we had another argument about where we were both coming from. I told him my role pretty openly at the time because of my prevailing aforementioned sentiment. Eventually we both realized that it was very likely we were both Town. Nabe also claimed the Jailer to me, which helped quite a bit in convincing me he was probable Town. I had only seen a mafia jailer once before in all the games I played, so I didn't have a reason not to believe him.
Obviously, this puts me in a really bad spot, because right before Nabe died, Nabe informed Ura and Pokechu that I was the only one who knew about his role. It would be incredibly easy for me to rat out Nabe to scummates assuming I am scum.
However, I assure the Town that this is not what happened.
I do not know for sure why Nabe died. That is a complete mystery to me except for the possibility that Pokechu informed the scum team about his role. However, if this is not the case, and Pokechu really did not make this type of claim, then scum simply feared his potential to influence the game against their favor.
So, naturally, when the day phase opened up, Ura and Pokechu's immediate gut instinct was to vote for me on the premise that Nabe had suggested I had backstabbed him. Which ultimately led to this wagon that is on me right now.
As far as Unikorn is concerned, I find it odd that Unikorn opted to target Vaan instead. I can understand not trusting my slot I guess...I don't really know what more to say about that.
There is a lot of odd FUD surrounding my slot. However, my role can be verified and proven, and I assure you guys that I am an impeccably valuable asset to the continuity of this game. I absolutely would not have told over half the roster what my ability was if it was not authentic and capable of being an extremely powerful asset.
Obviously, I hadn't expected everyone to back off and be concerned about how my ability worked, so I was very naive in this regard. Maybe I should have just stayed quiet and hoped mafia would hit me and risk the chance that a vigilante might hit me. I dunno.
Right now, I feel the most suspicious player is Vaanrose. Vaanrose pushed Shiny's lynch, then claimed that he didn't really think Shiny was scum but wanted to see who else would go for Shiny. I do not feel Vaanrose is aligned with the Town, and is yet again trying to pursue a lynch for reasons that don't involve me being scummy per se, but rather because he was upset that I jokingly called Pokechu an idiot. I feel that this fits Vaan's scum meta to a tee; he is otherwise passive and pursues lynches on shaky grounds that don't necessarily coincide with what I feel to be good intentions.
I apologize for this long and probably hard to read post. I'm tired and want to go to bed. I probably won't return until later at night tomorrow.
If someone can verify the authenticity of Vaanrose's role or something to that effect, I would be open to considering a different avenue of approach.
There's no TL;DR for this because I'm really tired.
Pokechu
I figure this response is adequate because it is my mostly complete transparent mindset walking into this Day phase and probably covers most of what you said. If it's not...eh, just bad luck on my end I guess.
That's all from me for now.