Alright y’all I’ve calmed down a bit
But
I dunno. Maybe I’ll just stick to discord and PMs from now on.
For last couple of months, I’ve had some kind of strong desire to help. Sometimes it’s okay, but more often than not, I feel like a total obstacle than anything else. It really feels like regardless of what anyone says, nobody wants or needs me to help. Being a mod or min is hopeless, probably for one reason, but compounded several times against my emotional problems recently. Helping out in the thread proper, I constantly feel like I overstep.
When something makes me feel like my help is worthless, it’s one of my triggers basically. Recently anyway.
I’m no good here, not for y’all, not for myself, not for the staff, not at all.
If you need me, PM me. Start a group PM, ask for my discord idc.
For the time being, even if it’s just for a bit, I’m leaving the thread.
Goodbye.