nLiM8d
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Link to original post: [drupal=4547]To everyone I miss[/drupal]
The contents of this message was posted a day after it was written. What that means is that after the fluff of recollection, it has come to light that going off on a personal hiatus was fairly selfish towards the people I've engaged in conversation with. The exception being one individual, of which was a fairly significant contributing factor towards my absence. It also means that I'd understand if folks would rather not welcome me back with open arms.
[COLLAPSE="Edited by N"]That I went and played along with it was pretty inconsiderate as well. In all truth I had not thought these select people to be so passionate about my absence as to look up key patterns towards why something was wrong.
As things have played out before, I thought it natural to tackle my circumstantial challenges in solitude- disappearing, then returning when I have considered my person to have been refined. Somewhere in that process, people often say or do kind things that really make me feel good. If not for all that, I'd probably v'been gone for a while.
The problem with that is that I tend to push those people to an emotional response with my behavior. I can't live down that path, somethings got to change where I won't think I need to go to that extent. To those individuals, I apologize. Be it so that I would accept the brand of a shirt sleeved sentimental attention
w-h-o-r-e.
When I felt assurance, as I hinted in the beginning of the first paragraph, I felt compelled to write this, with hopes of a fresh start
You guys are fantastic, now let me get over this sentiment so that we can go on discussing manlier things, like bear rasslin'.
The contents of this message was posted a day after it was written. What that means is that after the fluff of recollection, it has come to light that going off on a personal hiatus was fairly selfish towards the people I've engaged in conversation with. The exception being one individual, of which was a fairly significant contributing factor towards my absence. It also means that I'd understand if folks would rather not welcome me back with open arms.
[COLLAPSE="Edited by N"]That I went and played along with it was pretty inconsiderate as well. In all truth I had not thought these select people to be so passionate about my absence as to look up key patterns towards why something was wrong.
As things have played out before, I thought it natural to tackle my circumstantial challenges in solitude- disappearing, then returning when I have considered my person to have been refined. Somewhere in that process, people often say or do kind things that really make me feel good. If not for all that, I'd probably v'been gone for a while.
The problem with that is that I tend to push those people to an emotional response with my behavior. I can't live down that path, somethings got to change where I won't think I need to go to that extent. To those individuals, I apologize. Be it so that I would accept the brand of a shirt sleeved sentimental attention
w-h-o-r-e.
When I felt assurance, as I hinted in the beginning of the first paragraph, I felt compelled to write this, with hopes of a fresh start
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You guys are fantastic, now let me get over this sentiment so that we can go on discussing manlier things, like bear rasslin'.
