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[Teran]

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Relax

Close your eyes for 5 seconds then open.

Do you remember being a child? When you would stare up at the night sky, and imagine being able to float up and touch the stars?

Maybe not, maybe you were too cool for school.

Those moments of pure contentment, or maybe that one you remember best of all, that one time when there weren’t little things eating at your mind, nothing unwanted stirring, all was well.

Do you remember? Has it been so long since that moment that you’re stuck wondering why you even bother doing anything? What are you doing procrastinating on the blogs section of a videogame forum?

Where are you going with your life?

“What’s wrong with me?”

Why do you worry so much?

Why do you care?

Stop caring.

Close your eyes for 5 seconds.

You don’t have to worry anymore, just like you never did as a kid.

When was the last time you just looked out the window and watched the stars at night without caring about the world you’re on?

Just take a short moment out of your life, and stop caring during it.

Who knows, you might have one of those moments again.​

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[GwJ]

I don't know if it helped but I enjoyed it.

 

[Lore]

I have those "sky-staring" moments all the time. To be honest, I think that they're a sort of catharsis, if you will, and they help me get through life.

 

[#HBC | Acrostic]

Sometimes I wonder...

 

[Teran]

If I'm actually different people on the same account conducting a megamind**** experiment?

 

[#HBC | Acrostic]

If I'm actually different people on the same account conducting a megamind**** experiment?

No. Sometimes I think you're like the little lonely boy who was always misunderstood and never really had friends until he went to summer camp. Then he blossomed and made tons of friends with the other members of the camp and lived out his remaining years in fulfillment.

The reason why you create terror in other people's lives is because you have problems in your own life that are giving you grief. Instead of being honest with your problems to the community, you become defensive and lash out at other people due to your inability to trust those who are close to you, your online friends. I think that if you opened your heart to us and let us know your problems, then you wouldn't have to be mean to other people. You need help and we're here to give you all the love you need in order for you to accept yourself as an individual. I know that you have this 'tough-guy' complex that you need to keep up, but it's honestly okay to loosen up and to let us see the fragile-emotional Teran that you keep hidden under all that barb-wire and keg powder.

 

[Teran]

I've actually always been really honest about myself lol, so I don't get where you get all that from.

But yeah, I have enough friends I can talk to candidly about stuff, and hell I've even laid out a lot of things on SWF in my time.

I just don't see the need to be an open book to a mass of internet strangers, that is well... stupid.

I don't act like a "tough guy", I'm just known to make sarcastic comments every now and then (which isn't too unlike yourself). What I find funny is how every once in a while someone's like "it's okay, we're here for you, you obviously have great inner turmoil and you can share it with me".

Even speaking hypothetically if I were an emotional train wreck, what makes you so ****ing special that I'd let you in?

Yeah, I thought so.

Hmph

 

[SkylerOcon]

Now get off Teran's lawn, you crazy kids

 

[Falconv1.0]

No. Sometimes I think you're like the little lonely boy who was always misunderstood and never really had friends until he went to summer camp. Then he blossomed and made tons of friends with the other members of the camp and lived out his remaining years in fulfillment.

The reason why you create terror in other people's lives is because you have problems in your own life that are giving you grief. Instead of being honest with your problems to the community, you become defensive and lash out at other people due to your inability to trust those who are close to you, your online friends. I think that if you opened your heart to us and let us know your problems, then you wouldn't have to be mean to other people. You need help and we're here to give you all the love you need in order for you to accept yourself as an individual. I know that you have this 'tough-guy' complex that you need to keep up, but it's honestly okay to loosen up and to let us see the fragile-emotional Teran that you keep hidden under all that barb-wire and keg powder.

See, this is why drugs and the internet don't always mix.

Hey guys, 10 bucks says Teran's gay.

 

[#HBC | Acrostic]

I've actually always been really honest about myself lol, so I don't get where you get all that from.

I think you have become so involved in this community, that you've confused your internet persona for your real persona. Recently there have been cases where you have suffered from identity issues. For example, when Dre simply analyzed a small part of you in the 'Something bothering you?' thread, your ego became heavily bruised and attempted to compensate by putting up a strong front. I think everyone recognizes that this is the image which you described as your 'internet-self.' Someone strong, big, and admirable. A man that no prisoner, would think twice about ****ing with when he picks up the fallen bar of soap he just crushed into a billion pieces in his bear hands.

That is who you want to be Teran. And it is okay to want to be a big, strong, and admirable manly man. But that's not who you are in real life Teran. In real life you're probably some wimpy kid wearing glasses and could be literally eaten by this guy in a matter of seconds. You need to recognize that the wimpy kid in the mirror is you Teran. And you need to know that we love that wimpy kid. Even if he is a complete loser in real life.

But yeah, I have enough friends I can talk to candidly about stuff, and hell I've even laid out a lot of things on SWF in my time. I just don't see the need to be an open book to a mass of internet strangers, that is well... stupid.

No Teran. We're all your friends. SWF is like the big family that you never had. The only reason why you think some members are strangers is because you're scared of the possibility that your love won't be returned by us as a whole. I'm here to tell you Teran that there is no need to be afraid and you don't have to fear the loss of love. Everyone on SWF is a lover for you and you need to stop pushing them away by calling them strangers and start accepting that you are the one who turns lovers into strangers.

I don't act like a "tough guy", I'm just known to make sarcastic comments every now and then (which isn't too unlike yourself). What I find funny is how every once in a while someone's like "it's okay, we're here for you, you obviously have great inner turmoil and you can share it with me".

See everyone loves you Teran, but you push us away and create self-hatred and loathing instead of embracing the hands that want to reach you. The few that have wanted to come help you are the pioneers of a potential wave of people who want to know you and love you for who you are if you weren't so scared to let us in.

Even speaking hypothetically if I were an emotional train wreck, what makes you so ****ing special that I'd let you in? Yeah, I thought so. Hmph

See Teran. You push me away because you know that I know you. You don't want me to get any closer because the more you let me into that fragile heart, the more I could hurt you if I decide to betray you. You are so afraid of failure Teran, that you've been living life on the internet in order to escape attachments because you know that the fall may cripple your weak constitution. But Teran, cowering in fear behind a computer screen is no way to live the rest of your life. You need to man-up and take the risks you want to take and to live on the optimistic side of life, rather than hide in the darkness. They say that the journey of love is like a thousand steps, you need to take the first step in order to make the journey possible. I know you're scared but you don't have anything to fear, the entire SWF community is here.

 

[Jim Morrison]

Brb Freudian analysis

 

[El Nino]

If I'm actually different people on the same account conducting a megamind**** experiment?

Oh, so you are Tyler Durden.

 

[Teran]

I think you have become so involved in this community, that you've confused your internet persona for your real persona. Recently there have been cases where you have suffered from identity issues. For example, when Dre simply analyzed a small part of you in the 'Something bothering you?' thread, your ego became heavily bruised and attempted to compensate by putting up a strong front. I think everyone recognizes that this is the image which you described as your 'internet-self.' Someone strong, big, and admirable. A man that no prisoner, would think twice about ****ing with when he picks up the fallen bar of soap he just crushed into a billion pieces in his bear hands.

That is who you want to be Teran. And it is okay to want to be a big, strong, and admirable manly man. But that's not who you are in real life Teran. In real life you're probably some wimpy kid wearing glasses and could be literally eaten by this guy in a matter of seconds. You need to recognize that the wimpy kid in the mirror is you Teran. And you need to know that we love that wimpy kid. Even if he is a complete loser in real life.

Do you even know who Alberto Del Rio is?

No Teran. We're all your friends. SWF is like the big family that you never had. The only reason why you think some members are strangers is because you're scared of the possibility that your love won't be returned by us as a whole. I'm here to tell you Teran that there is no need to be afraid and you don't have to fear the loss of love. Everyone on SWF is a lover for you and you need to stop pushing them away by calling them strangers and start accepting that you are the one who turns lovers into strangers.



See everyone loves you Teran, but you push us away and create self-hatred and loathing instead of embracing the hands that want to reach you. The few that have wanted to come help you are the pioneers of a potential wave of people who want to know you and love you for who you are if you weren't so scared to let us in.

See Teran. You push me away because you know that I know you. You don't want me to get any closer because the more you let me into that fragile heart, the more I could hurt you if I decide to betray you. You are so afraid of failure Teran, that you've been living life on the internet in order to escape attachments because you know that the fall may cripple your weak constitution. But Teran, cowering in fear behind a computer screen is no way to live the rest of your life. You need to man-up and take the risks you want to take and to live on the optimistic side of life, rather than hide in the darkness. They say that the journey of love is like a thousand steps, you need to take the first step in order to make the journey possible. I know you're scared but you don't have anything to fear, the entire SWF community is here.

Ohhhhhhh now I get it.

Sarcasm or Troll. >:/

 

[mzink*]

Lol Teran is Teran, just accept it.

I worried about a lot when I was a kid though, I think I stress over a lot less now that I'm an adult. Or maybe I just stress over different things.

 

[GwJ]

Lol I stress more now that I'm grown up because I missed so goddam much of my childhood due to fighting parents.

 

[Teran]

I miss my childhood because I could play vidya gaemz for hours on end with no consequences.

Also when you're 8-10 every game feels like a new experience, especially since I was lucky enough to be the young boy suddenly hit with the 2D - 3D transition.

Was like a mega cash gaming era.

Then of course last gen with all its awesome games too.

And my parents paying for everything.

Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

The days...

 

[GwJ]

I hope by last gen you mean PS2/Xbox/GCN.

 

[§witch]

Ohhhhhhh now I get it.

Sarcasm or Troll. >:/

You thought he was seriously analyzing you? You called this thread therapy, teran.

I thought Acrostic was your alt for the longest time.

 

[#HBC | Acrostic]

You thought he was seriously analyzing you? You called this thread therapy, teran. I thought Acrostic was your alt for the longest time.

Half-alts. Main account was remarried. We don't like to talk about it.

 

[Teran]

You thought he was seriously analyzing you? You called this thread therapy, teran.

I thought Acrostic was your alt for the longest time.

The similarity of that post to like 50 other posts I've seen during my time here going TERANWEHERE4U made me go >.>

Like heh can't help but assume these days.