I won't. I've removed sharp objects from my room, bathroom, and car. Parents keep their room locked, so the only place I could get sharp objects are from the kitchen, and by the time I get there from my room, I can calm myself down. If it gets to the point that I can't calm myself down, I'll resort to making myself faint. Guess I should explain that..I have a heart condition and I can concentrate to make my heart beat slow down to a crawl making myself pass out from oxygen deprivation to the brain. Once I pass out, I lose the concentration and slowly regain consciousness.
Anyway, I really doubt it could be used for anything good. I intend to try to change it, but it will be a gradual thing. I am calmed down for the most part. Any strong emotions I feel come out in burst and die off rather well leaving me pondering the reasoning, results, possible solutions (or in cases of good extremes, ways to recreate) and damage control (if bad of course.)
Thanks for the words of encouragement from you and Ken..Though I still have more to work through on the matter before I'll be satisfied, I'm past the point where I might go off the deep end, I think. Staying away from sharp objects for the next few days just in case.