I thought I would have cooled down after a nights sleep...but sadly I'm still a bit agitated from recent events...
@Asylum - I don't know where you got that from...I CLEARLY said not to take anything I was saying seriously since I myself knew I was being irrational that night...but you still got something from it...not like it matters since you're seemingly not changing your mind.
@KoJ - I know none of this is personal. That's one of the first **** things I said to everyone when this whole situation started. I was understanding...I know everyone has their own life and problems...its all fine and good. Sure, I'm agitated about what has happened...but w/e...we were going to figure things out and see about another alternate way. I guess that **** is out the window now...
@Inui - Looking at your offer, I suppose I just might as well go...I've had my non-refundable plane ticket for awhile now and I'd like to not waste it. I'm unsure if Jesse is going...he told me he'd get there one way or another...but I'm not so sure...In any event, I would need a ride from the airport on Friday and back to the airport on Sunday whenever. I'm not sure if we still have that housing at Plairnkk's place....if I didn't still have any of these It'd make it hard for me to go...idk what your plans are either. Since idk what Jesse is doing, if he isn't there I suppose I could end up teaming with one of you guys...or maybe even if he does come I'll still take you up on your offer...
Well basically I have all of today to figure out what the **** I'm doing with this whole thing...and to try and calm down as well. I'll check this thread periodically or someone can AIM me at captainchemox if you wish to talk. That goes for everyone...if you want to say or talk about something with me feel free...I'll try to be in a good mood...
--Kirk