I'm not trying to make an argument here, it's just what I believe
It's just what I've decided after years I felt lead to nothing when I feel like I don't have many more years left
Maybe 30, maybe 60...
I feel myself rushing to the grave as well.
I'm almost surely far younger than you, but here is what I see:
Nothing on this earth has ever or will ever be worth anyone's time.
99.99% of the people on the planet will never be remembered after their deaths aside from some footnote in a geneology paper, and 99.99% of the people left after that will only be remembered by the tiniest of niches of human society.
You will be no more remembered for making a wobbly Pikachu than for a magnificent picture of whatever novel you wrote that immediately went to rot on a bookshelf because your work being original doesn't mean anyone on the planet actually cares about it. Unless you quit your artistic job, get into global politics, and proceed to develop enough influence that you could shift the nature of the human race itself to the point where you will either be seen as a saint or the Devil himself, no one will remember you in 100 years.
No one.
You are certainly passionate to fight against my reasoning in drawing my own creatures instead of pokemon when I was 10
I'm not sure why my opinion should offend you when I'm not forcing it upon anyone else
Because when disdain is felt so strongly from your text towards something someone holds great value towards, it feels like a violation of that person's joy towards it. And that feeling is amplified when they've heard them same thing before.
This is a world where people read books, watch films and TV shows, listen to music, and do a whole lot of other things that in the grand scheme of things are nothing more than a colossal waste of time. It's a bit irritating that the things one enjoys doing happen to be the few tiny flakes of that grand mountain of uselessness that get singled out as being "useless."
The disdain feels like a judgement of anyone who partakes in that form of entertainment, regardless of whether it was intended as such. You are partaking in a worthless activity, ergo you yourself are worth less as a human being.