I'm sorry you feel that way shoto. I can tell you're feeling sad, and I know that it can make things seem like they aren't going well, but really I feel a bit inconfident in the same way about erdrick. I could be getting excited for the character and it just wont show up, just like some others. I mean I try to manage myself but some of it I can't help for now.
I'll actually be really happy if it's erdrick with the female alt, but to me it feels like it could easily not happen. That's why I try to be hype for the new characters in general, because I'm a bit tired of being disappointed. It was fine to go through up to now, but now I'm tired too.
Anyway. I hope you perk up sometime, and it can be good to take a break from things when they get you down, so if you do, take care and come back whenever you feel up to it
I hope something good happens that you like too