Want me to just blow my head off while I'm at it? Because these last few days have been abysmal for me. My own mother told me "I'm going to kill you" after I dared to raise my voice at her, all the damn drama here, the stress at trying to get all my school work done, all the stress and anger that's been building up inside me for years, I'm lucky I haven't cut myself yet. I should feel ashamed because nobody deserves this except me.
You don't have to believe this post, I wouldn't ****ING blame you. After all the **** I did these past few days, nobody probably would, but just let this be known: despite literally everything that has happened, I love every single one of you like Family, and would hate to lose you ALL.
I'm going take a break for a few days and come back, maybe then things will be alright.