Ok, a real part of me doesn't want to post this. My enthusiasm for the game dropped when I fell behind, and a large part of me wants to replace out. However, there is no replacement, and my slot is up to be lynched. It wouldn't be fair to the game, or to my replacement, to have me swapped. So I'm just going to buckle up and continue.
Day 0, I don't believe my play requires any explanation. I pushed for what I believe was the best choice for roles. I still think it was the best choice for roles, poisoner is bad.
Day 1, I had to skim, and this post happened.
I don't know if it's Maven's personality but I really don't like him. His logic is kinda dumb. Like he got on Nabe for not voting for no reason. I think it's because Nabe posted? I also feel like he doesn't know how to answer questions or understand things. I literally asked him what he felt the difference between the two different scenarios and he just ignored it and then said "I already said stuff." Like I'm sensing zero effort from him.I feel like he doesn't read what others say, but at the same time expect others to completely understand him.
I'm not used to people just going "Maven is so dumb, lol". Embarrassing as it is, it hit me hard and made me second guess myself. I noticed no one was agreeing with me in my scum reads except for one person on Nabe, and it made me think I might actually be playing poorly.
No one agreeing with me, as well as someone talking about me as if I was Shiny, as well as being unable to devote time to the game, made me lose confidence and start to backtrack. Maybe I was wrong? I basically just gave up what paths I was treading and just became sheepish.
On Nabe: For me, looking at Nabe's play Day 0, it seemed like the type of play I'd
love to be able to pull off as scum. Contribute and get town read, without scum hunting. I felt the same in the Shiny's Mario Mafia game, where Nabe largely did the same thing Day 1. He was my largest scum read into Day 2 in that game, even though he turned out to be town. He was my biggest scum read in this game, and both of the time it wasn't because he was coming off extremely scummy, but because he was coming off in a way that reeked to me of
just not townie enough. It's a Nabe unique read, as lame as that sounds.
Looking at day 1, it's really unfortunate to me that Seph was scum. I understand why I'm under suspicion and was being voted. But I ask that you guys remember that if I was scum partners with Seph, I'd play better than that.
I have to ask Koopa, last night you messaged me claiming you thought I was a PR. What happened to that thought?
