Hey man you backed down not me, but I have no te for foolishness at the moment. I have a legit problem.
You see, I'm not a *****. So I usually don't post my real life bs here. But this time I need some advice.
It's about girls, yep here we go...
You see, there was this girl who was in at least one of my classes every year. And she was really hot. We became friends, and over time we became even better friends, and she got hotter. But we were never really close, so when we weren't in the same class this year it didn't really phase me. She is like the typical social popular girl, I'm your typical, well, typical 18 year old. Smoke, drink , party, that kinda stuff.
Well recently i was sitting in class, and guess who the new teacher assistant was? Yep, it was her. And I didn't think she would care that I was in the class so I just kinda sat down and did the usual learning thing. I was kinda tired today so the situation didn't really sink it, and I didn't remember the fact that I haven't seen/talked to her since the school year started. So I glanced over and noticed she was hotter than the last time I saw her, and she was also waving at someone. I thought she was waving to someone behind me so I just casually looked away, but I looked around and no one was looking up, and when I looked at her she looked so offended and sad, and then she just started texting.
It slowly dawned on me what I had done, my 4th emotion was shattered.
Why didnt I just wave back? Why? WWWHHHYYYY! She must think I'm an ******* now.
It is quiet in that class so I couldn't get her attention in any way, I feel like a total ****. I should have like waved back or something, so now she probably thinks I'm acting too good for her or something. I've felt bad about it all day
See usually when this happens I don't give a ****, because I'm kinda a **** to most girls(yet they still like me). But this girl is different, I know I keep saying she's hot but I only keep bringing it up to be funny(really though, she is the hottest girl in the school), I've had my share of hot girls and the only reason I act ****ish is because they are usually stupid, I only hook up because they are hot.
But I could never be mean to her, she is too nice to me! She has substance, she has a personality! She is also really cool! I just wanna somehow apologize or something, but for some reason I can't muster enough testosterone to tell her in front of all her damn annoying friends. They are always flocking around her, and they are so ****ing annoying. And not only that, but she makes me feel too fuzzy inside to act normal. It's the perfect anti-paradoxium formula.
Just imagine if sonic had a shine that had 10x range and was dash cancelable. That's kinda what my situation is like. There is like no way to get too her, and she is playing defensively. It's like a 4 stocked situation.
I don't know what is going on with my brain! Talking to girls is so easy, why must I have trouble with her! Why is she giving me difficulty, i dont understand, i dont understand why im so broken about this. I feel like the fabrics of my reality are finally caving in, and that my very memory's will be a mere construct of imagination! Just the thought of it all shatters me! Just yesterday I had ferocity and valor to match that of a dragon, but now I am but a sad little rodent! Dear Lord!
I need opinions! And suggestions!!
3rd world problems
#TheStruggleIsReal
*Disclaimer* i all don't think girls are stupid, just the general population of popular male and females are pretty stupid.