I am in a similar rut, Morino. You're just going to have to find that want to do it within you.
I found myself drawing more last semester while I was required to do so, but didn't do much beyond what was required. Still, I was drawing. Compare that to now, I am not doing much of anything and can't get myself motivated.
It's sad since I want to make this my career. You just have to ask yourself how much you want it in comparison to anything else. And then find the will to apply yourself to it.
I should be taking this advice.
I found myself drawing more last semester while I was required to do so, but didn't do much beyond what was required. Still, I was drawing. Compare that to now, I am not doing much of anything and can't get myself motivated.
It's sad since I want to make this my career. You just have to ask yourself how much you want it in comparison to anything else. And then find the will to apply yourself to it.
I should be taking this advice.