Sup. For years I have wanted to draw, but have failed to do so. I lack the motivation and inspiration. I do not know what to draw. Also I am terrible at drawing, my art is like a huge mess no one can understand. The tutorials here are awesome, but even they are too advanced for me. What should I do to start from the beginning? Drawing is awesome.
I just draw whatever I feel like, or in other cases whatever I need to for my story.
I've been working on one story since I was 6 years old, though of course it's changed through several different incarnations over the years. I've kept elements in it throughout the years though. The story almost literally is a representation of my life/ mental states through various periods of my life.
I also spontaneously have ideas for other stories, which may or may not go anywhere, but if I have a good idea for a character in it I draw it. Also, whenever I have a dream with something interesting in it I TRY and draw it (Even though I can't really remember much most of the time. Sort of a vague concept).
There is still a lot of stuff I need to learn and DO learn every day. Every time you even draw a shape you can learn something. I've taught myself to draw my whole life (Though there has been months sometimes in between where I draw nothing).
One thing you can do is learn human proportion by studying people, including yourself.
I remember when I drew a picture in Kindergarden and a fellow student offered me advice on studying anatomy. The conversation wasn't that eloquent, but surprisingly insightful for such a young age.