And that will be when you decide to stop being a douche
Such tact.
I'll just continue to wait until you can deal with your problems enough so things can just cool down.
Flaming people and trolling is what's causing all this internet drama and I don't want any of yours.
You've been constantly making undermining comments like saying I don't do "anything", my job is just "recent" (seriously, wtf would any of this matter to a group of people who get together looking to play a video game, even if it were true?).
C'mon, enough is enough already.
Ignoring the problems you attempt to put on me hasn't been working, so it's obvious this is a one-sided feud and it's just really strange why you single out me. Whatever reason motivates you it just looks like petty jealousy. Nobody else cares about my popularity or when people say I have a lot of potential if I'd just stop sandbagging. If it's just jealousy then let it end now rather than fester into something uglier later.
But in case you need to understand why it is I don't take playing a video game super seriously and not putting 110% into it, let me clarify/correct some grossly exaggerated or purposefully misleading things you've said:
A student? Yes. Maybe you missed all the text books, the schedules I have posted on the refrigerator, or that I've mentioned these things in the past that nobody else missed/forgot even if they weren't paying attention. Yes, I registered as a full-time student at <redacted>, I'm not going to give you my Student # just to prove that. Work? Yes, I work two jobs, my most recent job I've been working at <redacted>, I was working other jobs during the summer which is why it might seem "recent" and I am actually a free-lance graphic designer (and did self-published work). No, I'm not going to give you my employer contact info or employee # or anything like that for proof, you don't do this kind of thing with anyone else. It's ridiculous. I have a <redacted> who is <redacted>, so I have to spend a lot of time <redacted> how much effort it takes to make sure someone isn't swallowing their tongue when they have seizures, guiding them to the bathroom when they've lost their vision/hearing, or <redacted>
In addition to this I have to make time for both my friends in the Smash community and my friends who are outside the community. If you say "you don't do anything", it's nonsense, I'm not doing anything with YOU more than just playing Smash, but only when all these much bigger life priorities are taken care of first. You are not the center of my world no matter how important you believe you are.
Now here's my thoughts on your off-the-wall rationalizations:
Your contrived idea that I'm afraid of losing just looks like you're projecting your own fears on others. I don't care about "losing" as much "winning" seeing as the game is just entertainment and helps get my mind off a lot of the above life priorities. It's supposed to be fun and enjoyable with people who have been antagonistic and now trying to pry into my life. That's beyond suspicious. Friends don't pry into private matters after slinging insults. I don't need you calling me a "douche" just because I don't take the game seriously like everyone else because I have more pressing matters in my life I prioritize over gaming with people. You're not acting as a friend so don't be demanding a full report of someone's private life. Kind of concerning.
So where does that leave me to understand you? Well, I couldn't possibly take any of that self-projection and groundless allegations you say to heart since it is so far off the mark, and I will reiterate if you're honestly concerned with someone not taking a weekend video game session completely seriously then your words and attitude are definitely not helping change the situation. If you're trying to make things
worse, you're doing a good job at, but if you're really concerned about making things better:
take a proactive approach. Take a look at how others do much more good like how Shin's handling things. Any improvements in my attitude is in thanks to him being open to listen and talk openly instead of just put down others.
I've got a lot of real life to take care of and not taking play dates with Balloon "seriously" isn't top priority, get over it. Consider this a response to EVERYTHING you've ever posted trying to stir things up so this antagonistic behavior against me can stop. I won't really acknowledge flames and trolling, but I will be polite and patch things up, and we've pretty much been cool IRL, so don't think I'll hold anything against you. But even if things don't improve between us--I'm easy to get along with and we can just keep it Smash-only. You can play the game you want and I can treat it like the short time for entertainment to help keep my mind off from actually important matters. And, who knows, maybe in the future when I get everything in my life back to an easier to manage place I'll put some effort into competing and see what I've got.