Man...it's been like, 2 years since Undertale came out? God, I feel like it was like 5 years or so, I remember when I was obsess with this game....even though I never finished it.
Recently, I been looking back to some stuff about the games, the music, the memes, the theory, etc... at first, I thought I would feel a bit of nostalgia, but not much since I pretty much looked at everything this game could offer, and the horrible reputation that the game and it's fanbase have now those days didn't help at all making me feel comfortale to look at it again. But once I decided to put the bad side of the fanbase out of my head and listened to the musics, especially the tearjerker one...man, my
SOUL heart almost break in two, for alot of reasons I won't go over here, but...
I wish I could come back to those times, where Undertale was popular enough to have loads of theory and peoples having fun talking about the game and it's story/characters, but not popular enough that it became a joke to many due to the bad side of the fandom getting out of hand. I wish I could just remove some of my memories of the games just so I could put hundred of hours looking at tumblr post, Tvtrope, the wiki, etc... to know as much as I can on this fascinating world. I wish I could come back to where Youtube wasn't filled with ****ty Undertale clickbait memes compilation and give me the video I remember and actually like.
I just...I just wish I could have no fear talking about Undertale now those days, without getting meme'd on or somethin'. I know there are probably place to talk about Undertale without problems, but all the places I know have either move on to something else, have few peoples remaining or are just straight-up gone...
Like, ****, I'm feeling emotional now writting this, over a video game from 2 years ago of all freakin' things.
Brief, I hope I don't come off as cringing or anything, I felt the need to share this since maybe some peoples here might relate to what I'm talking, but if not, then ignore this and move on, I don't want to bother you with this.
I end this post with the fact that, no matter how time passes, Undertale is still a game that inspirate me as a artist and a writter, alot of characters and plot points are inspired from Undertale, and this is why I feel this game will always have a special place in my heart....that and all the "Ness is Sans" jokes won't let him this god dang piece of weird marvelous game.
On that, I hope you have a good night, see ya.