@ShinyLegendary
Alright, dude. You're starting to have some big, legitimate problems.
Getting angry at Yellow because people call him a cinnamon roll instead of you is the stupidest, pettiest reason I've seen someone get angry for.
Especially since you often denied it whenever we called
you that way or anything similar, like saying you're innocent. But oh, now that you're no longer the center of the spotlight, you're begging for attention, begging to be called the same things you'd always deny just so we'd talk about you instead. Like, are you for real, dude?
Speaking of which, the very fact that you tried to hog all the attention because of Yellow and Cori becoming, well, more than just friends... That's just rude, dude. That's like trying to convince your parents to buy
YOU presents when it's your sibling's birthday! It's a rude, selfish, jerkass move that will both anger us and straight up offend and/or hurt the recent lovebirds.
Nothing good can come out of it other than your very own satisfaction of satiating your hunger for attention. It benefits yourself and
ONLY yourself at the expense of others and that kind of thing is one that I
NEVER support nor encourage.
And it's not the only time you got angry for something stupid this week. Remember Mythra? You legit got super mad at him for what again? Oh right,
because he ninja'd you! I'm sorry, but that's just ridiculous. Yes, he did a joke before that offended you the other day, which I'm pretty sure he apologized for, yet you clearly didn't move on and seem to lash out on him or make it seem like he bullies you at any chance you can take, no matter how nonsensical the reason is. That's a big problem because, even if you can't move on, you should at least respect him for being sorry,
especially since he never meant any harm in the first place.
And that "only E3 can calm me down" line? Yeah... I'd stop bashing on your junkie cousin because it's pretty obvious that you're just as addicted to video games as he is to pot, more specifically Smash since almost every other game you play ends up boring you. And today wasn't the only time this happened. Remember when you first said you were depressed around February? You do, don't you? Well, remember how, on March 8th, the reveal of a certain game suddenly and miraculously made you think you no longer had depression? Because I definitely remember that day.
I didn't say anything back then because I wanted you to have your happy moment, but I think a mere game reveal would
definitely not nearly be enough to be a cure for something as big as depression,
especially one that reveals basically nothing at all. This was proven by your behavior in the past few weeks;, which was mostly beating yourself up constantly even when not necessary. You
clearly still have depression and that trailer did
absolutely nothing in the grand scheme of things.
But it still made you happy, like how you claim E3 is the only thing that can calm you today. As such, it's
very obvious that video games are very likely one of the
only things that can grant you
any happiness, which is proof that you have a deep addiction to them that is close to reaching destructive levels. And things only got worse since you got into SmashBoards, giving you another thing to be addicted about;
us. When you openly claim that you spend more time with nobodies in the Internet than any member of your family, there's a problem. When you do
absolutely nothing to fix that, it's an even bigger problem.
And there's the insanely low self-esteem issues. Almost every time you screw up, the same pattern happens; you insult yourself, you set up a pity party to hog all the attention, then repeat the cycle until it either works or you get too tired and need to sleep, whichever happens first. It solves nothing at all and honestly, it's getting annoying.
Really annoying. Seriously, please stop it.
You've got a lot of things wrong, Shiny, and
no way can a 14-year-old who is currently in a period of self-discovery can manage to fix
any of these without some help. And by help, I don't mean us because none of us have any experience in the matter and the best we can do is to tell you to see someone who's competent on this kind of thing. No, I mean your friends, your family, a goddamn therapist, etc.
You need support, Shiny. Without it, things will either stay the same or get
even worse.
And I
swear, if you like this post without reading it, that might be the last straw that'll break the camel's back for me. In fact,
don't even like this post, just so I'd know you're serious and actually read all of my post. I don't wanna find out that I lost half an hour writing this only for it to be ignored.
If people think I'm mean, cruel, merciless or anything similar for what I wrote above, I seriously don't care. I wanted to share my thoughts on the matter, regardless of what anyone would think of them.