I know how you are feeling.
Personally, when I go to this forum, I generally come to have a good time and take some stress off. This thread does get some drama here and there, but I can take it.
But now...I'm getting tired of this, I be the first to admit that I am not good dealing with peoples much younger than me that aren't great with socializing. Because I am myself bad at this, and it took serious effort for my brain to not act like a giant idiot.
So, seeing daily every weeks someone having crisis for a yeah or a no is really putting the mood down for me. Which break the reason why I go to this forum daily.
If you read this shiny, know that, I prefer to be honest with you, I know you are still young for your age. Like you, I was a giant idiot at your age, I made so many mistakes that I won't ever forget so that I can always learn from them. I can't change the past, but I can surely take my futur in both hands. And you can do that too, once you be older like many of us.
Now however, I simply want to take a break from all of this. Maybe one day, I will remove you from my ignore list, but for now, I think this is the best thing to do, for me atleast.
Sorry Shiny, I hope you understand.