I think there was an error when I was being developed.
Like, I have too much screws.
Stop beating yourself up, stop making pity parties, stop hogging the attention all the time after an issue was solved by beating yourself up and making pity parties.
Depression or not, I'm not gonna hide the fact that this kind of behavior annoys the **** out of me. Please stop it.
Also deep down I know you guys do not care about me or at least want to quit caring about me.
It's all about attitude, Shiny.
If you keep insulting yourself all the damn time, all you become is a big ball of negativity, which clashes
heavily with what we want here in the NintenZone.
Not trying to insult you or destroy you or anything. I'm just saying your overall attitude kinda kills the atmosphere.
You'll need to change. And if you can't,
at least confide to your family, your friends and/or a therapist about your depression and overall mood rather than us.
No matter how cool we are, we're just Internet strangers, so the help and support we can give you is
extremely limited and
far from profressional.
Seriously, a hug from a relative and/or some therapist tips are gonna help you a lot more than just words on a website.
Not to mention that they'll be there for you in real time, meaning you don't have to wait for a reply. Helps a lot, honestly.
Good night.
I am now mad at myself for ONCE AGAIN randomly targeting Mythra.
Mythra is innocent.
I really wish I was not born like this. I wish I was a different person.
You're the only one who can change yourself, Shiny.
Or course, you can get some guidance from still like family, friends and therapists, but in the end, it's just guidance, not hand-holding through the path of change.
It's motivation, which can honestly be extremely helpful, but it's still not even close to them doing the changing for you.
You and you alone have to make the steps in order to be a better person.
