You know what? I'm taking this personally
Dang it old man now's not the time.
@Yomi's Biggest Fan
Do you know the tale of the Japanese masks?
It says that you show one to everybody, one to your friends and family and one you never show because it's the deepest part of your soul.
I just showed my first mask to Shish.
I care about Shish and I let them know by posting a Gravity Falls reference.
I care about them as a person but they can't make me stop posting my perverse humor even when I'm trying to be nice, helpful.
I show my second mask to a few other friends.
It's a well-thought out post/conversation in which I try to repress my need to be funny if it's a serious conversation.
It's well-thought out and is generally not a direct representation of my actual feelings.
This is this post. But it's only because it's the only way to convey in actual words what you mean to me
I showed my third mask to a few people over the last few years.
It's the version of me that struggles with the notion friendship, the notion of emotion, the part of me that only slightly cares that last thing rhymed.
It's the version of me that can't put his emotions to a cohorent story.
This is what I did to Aussie yesterday and I think that it confused her like a lot.
I couldn't possibly convey only a fraction of the confusion, sadness, anger and fear I felt in words.
Let alone to dish it all out at once.
What I did in the end is posting a picture of a Dutch politician. It's the only picture in my camera timeline that described the utter confusion I felt throughout the whole day.
It's the version of me that'd keep silent, or wouldn't reply if the situation got serious.
I don't want to be that person, not for you.
And if that feeling can only be represented by Sybrand van Haersma Buma I'll take the risk.
Because dag nabbit I want you back.
And I know you've been here for super long but Daisy speculation ain't over when I'm still here so you better get your drama queen ass back there for when I post the Super Mario Run special post