me and melee

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

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First off I have a few reasons I play melee besides the side it's the greatest game ever I use it to get rid of my stress. I when a week or so without melee I had a mental breakdown because I couldn't get away from my self.

I started believeing myself again and the painful thoughts didn't get to me when I play melee. Without playing I began to doubt myself and tourment myself mentally and unwillingly.

I have one person to play with so basicly I need them to play with me maybe 2 hours a week the more the better he whins,b****es that's cheap and stuff and what F***s me up is he gets me all hpyed and only plays 2 matches. I takes me a few matches to really get going and then he whins he doesn't want to play because he is full of it??? He goes to play final fastasy 12 for about 3 hours.

I need melee to remain sane most of the time.

 

[Noobicidal]

He goes to play final fastasy 12 for about 3 hours.

I like the way that man thinks.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

I should plant a bomb in your garabage

 

[RyuReiatsu]

First of all, get off that mindset about being crazy. It doesn't help that you're pushing it so much. It's like having an acne pimple and rubbing it all the time.

Just to help yourself, just stop believing that you're crazy!
And just a note, double check your grammar.

2nd Note, Final Fantasy is an RPG. RPGs are kind of 'passive games' if you get what I mean. It has a plot which makes people play it for longer.

You should do sports. It might help you a lot.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

what ever, fine I,m sane is that what you want? becuase it's a lie. But heck if you don't don't want to hear about my problems I won't tell you

 

[RyuReiatsu]

what ever, fine I,m sane is that what you want? becuase it's a lie. But heck if you don't don't want to hear about my problems I won't tell you

I've never said I didn't want to hear them.
Read it again, I'm telling you that if you want to help yourself, you better get off that **** mindset.

You're that kinda people who can't stop pushing something hard on themselves for I don't know why. I'm not rubbing the fact that I'm a kind of bipolar-depressed-ish guy, and it makes things much better compared to if I was doing so. I'm trying to tell you to be smarter. Somebody crazy doesn't know that he's crazy, because that's what it is. Insanity.

Seriously, how old are you? Not trying to diss you or anything. I know better than to do so in your own blog.

 

[Noobicidal]

But heck if you don't don't want to hear about my problems I won't tell you

Well, that's one problem solved.

Also, I live in a double wide trailer; no garage for us!

Lol@lowermiddleclass

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

I,m 16, I,ve bdeen working on my mind and melee gives me I chance to get away from myself. But if it makes me smarter or wiser in any sense I would be dumb not to listen. No more crazies and

 

[RyuReiatsu]

Well, that's one problem solved.

Also, I live in a double wide trailer; no garage for us!

Lol@lowermiddleclass

I really thought he mean "garbages", how slow of mine.
He'll kill you! Be careful .

OP, if you ever feel the need to help yourself.
Just stop rubbing it, the thing about being crazy. You're really too into it.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

Yeah i,ve stoped listening to pink floyd as much I used to listen to it for hours a day. When I was younger I used too believe I was pink(i listened to the Wall) But the stuff in my head isn't the same and I thought about if I was faking. It didn't make as much scent as me being crazy because their were events that lead up to it and stuff

 

[RyuReiatsu]

Yeah i,ve stoped listening to pink floyd as much I used to listen to it for hours a day. When I was younger I used too believe I was pink(i listened to the Wall) But the stuff in my head isn't the same and I thought about if I was faking. It didn't make as much scent as me being crazy because their were events that lead up to it and stuff

Well, whatever floats your boat I guess.
I was willing to help you out, but not with that mindset.

Good luck, Crazy guy.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

Any advice is cool, but thanks anyways.

 

[Deleted member]

Final Fantasy 12 is just awesome. I could totally see why someone would rather play that.

 

[RyuReiatsu]

Any advice is cool, but thanks anyways.

There it is.


Stop believing you're crazy.

That'll help you getting out of this. And I've repeated it numerous times.

Final Fantasy 12 is just awesome. I could totally see why someone would rather play that.

I liked VII, VIII and IX better... Oh and X also.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

Yeah that was my point on the FF we even have better ones he has never beaten, I played rpgs before I played melee I played street fighter before I played melee melee is better tto me and i,ve tryed stuff.

 

[Noobicidal]

Final Fantasy IV is just awesome. I could totally see why someone would rather play that.

Fixed for accuracy.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

I argee but sorry I still prefer smash. enjoy your game, I love the music

 

[Deleted member]

To each his own I suppose.

 

[AlexoftheAura]

So you're problem is that you need melee to stay sane because it keeps your mind occupied and your friends don't share the same passion for it as you do?

Have you tried taking up some other activity to occupy your time like learning an instrument or something?

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

I do stuff In my free time like ride bikes, talk about junk,go to concerts, stuff that's random. Hmm maybe I should yeah I geuss I will never watch again other than melee I rarly did anyways. But yeah I will try to teach myself the guitar

 

[RyuReiatsu]

As I've said, try sports. It might help you 'meditate'. You seem like the kind of guy who needs to be kept busy.

 

[Lord Viper]

☆ Reading this blog just made me realize that's why your user name is Insane Carzy Guy. =P ☆

☆ But yea I feel you. I always get like that when it come's to Puyo Puyo though. =3 ☆

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

I can't spell to save my life

 

[Noobicidal]

I can't spell to save my life

Honestly, what annoys me more than poor spelling is your constant use of commas in lieu of apostrophes.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

No gammar nazi can beat me. (sorry I suck so bad at gammar)

 

[Teran]

Let's all discuss Carzy Pichu Guy's grasp of the English language!

Or not, because that's not the topic at hand here.

 

[mountain_tiger]

Let's all discuss Carzy Pichu Guy's grasp of the English language!

Or not, because that's not the topic at hand here.

Not to mention the fact that most of us couldn't possibly care less...


I can sort of see what you're goign through. First of all, stop hating yourself. After that, I guess the best thing to do would be to try to find some other activity to fill up your time. Since you're 16, I assume school work might do that a bit.

I have a similar problem (except regarding masturbation rather than a video game), and I find that writing poetry helps me out (none of it is very good though lol). Try out different things, and see if you can find anything to fill your time.

 

[INSANE CARZY GUY]

It's not like I play an even an hour a day and melee helped expand my mind in some ways like can react faster to stuff than m ost people can even understand it. I do math faster than people with calulors. I am very fast and I think melee is a small part of it a least. But yeah i,m going to try and feel my time more things

 

[Ocho(*8*)]

Honestly, what annoys me more than poor spelling is your constant use of commas in lieu of apostrophes.

i,m

darnit, I hadn't noticed that before.

 

[Teran]

What did I just say?