yeah, i'm not actually mad at all
peter, i think that you reacted in that way because you thought that i was using my "super cool #2 tournament win behind dajuan" to fuel some kind of argument that i am better than everyone in norcal, including lord
that's not the case though, and i apologize for not being clearer. i don't have salt against any smasher in particular, and i want to keep it that way

(including bizz, lord, etc. everyone, really)
i was proud of that tournament, and i feel like i had some good wins, but i'm not obviously THAT proud. i know full well that i'm not some fantastic player or anything by any means, hahaha. anyone who knows me/who i've talked to about this matter knows (or i hope they know)
that i'm basically the least self-centered person in the world, and i wouldn't try to be egotistical about anything. i actually think arguments like that are funny (like me ****** cuz of that one tournament), precisely because they're so wrong!! so if you/whoever didn't pick up on my sarcasm, i'm sorry for not making it clearer. i tried to qualify it with a (leightweight trolling), but i can see how that wouldn't work out. (in fact, i think a lot of self-centeredness/confidence/whatever you want to call it is one of my main personality defects

)
i think that, even if i am an inconsistent
player, i can still talk about the inconsistency of a
region, because i think they're two different things, but that's neither here nor there.
everybody knows i've got nothing but love for the smash community. i just think that it's slightly a shame that smash (the game) doesn't play a much larger part in the norcal smash community, that we're not doing as much to foster a love of the game in our newer competitors. instead it seems like we're fostering a mentality of "oh, that's nice that you want to improve, real nice" like paternalism almost. but the problem i see in this (the problem i'm perceiving, anyways) is that it lends like a sense of bemusement or idealism towards competition, or love of playing the game.
sheridan hit the nail on the head when he said that these feelings got brought up by being reintroduced to the socal melee community, but i don't think it's brattiness or anything that should be discounted or whatever. i travel back and forth pretty often, and i think it's fair to say i have a pretty accurate idea of both communities. dismissing socal for whatever reason--"they're different than us, they're younger and have more enthusiasm, whatever"--seems like the same dismissive attitude towards competition that's plaguing norcal right now. after all, how can you get enthusiastic over something if you're always being cynical towards it, or cracking jokes about it, or playing board games instead? (or whatever) there's an element of johnitude in here, i think, because it's easier to be amused than to care, at times.
"but there IS love in norcal! look at alvin, zac, etc!!"
well, that's nice, but i want more!!
and if the love IS there, i'll quote adam:
"Show, don't tell!"