Crystanium
Smash Hero
So, it's been some time since I brawled with a friend of mine online. What's sad is that since yesterday, I've been losing against him. I only won one match. I was Samus, and I lost against his Captain Falcon twice, and his Diddy Kong once. I ended up playing as Donkey Kong and KO'ing his Bowser four times, while I still had three stocks left. Tonight, I decided I'd brawl with him again. I get his Falco down to one stock left, even though it should have been my match. Then, he played as Toon Link and was just messing me up badly. So, I just quit that match and told him that I was angry. So, we start again, and he's Zelda. I lose. He then plays as Wolf, and I win once. We go another round, and I lose. Then, he plays as Diddy Kong and I beat his Diddy Kong. So, the next round, I choose Donkey Kong and beat his Diddy Kong.
So, here's how it is. With the two days total between him and I, he has beaten me six times, and I have only beaten him four times. The thing is, I am not happy with how I am playing. I never minded the Samus versus Toon Link match, since I ended that one with No Contest. It's like every time I play as Samus, he knows what I am going to do, and he power shields it, only to punish me. I'm thinking, What the heck is going on? Why do I suck all of a sudden? I know, I've complained about my losses in the past, but seriously, I am tired of losing, and I am tired of winning matches against people who aren't as skilled as I am. I don't care about that. All I care about is winning, and if I don't win, I am not happy. I don't care what anyone thinks or says about that.
I could say, "Oh, well, it's online anyway, so who cares?" Ugh! I just don't know how to play skillfully. If I go in with confidence, and if I lose, then that confidence goes away. I could try to be fine about losing, saying, "Oh, well I lost, but that's fine! I learn from my losses." Yeah, right. That's an unrealistic look of things. I'm just not doing good enough. I don't know how my friend could all of a sudden know what on earth I am going to do, especially since it was yesterday that I started fighting against him. And yes, I will blame online for it's stupid unreal-time. Gosh! Did I just end up in a cave and everyone else got better than me? This is killing me!
So, here's how it is. With the two days total between him and I, he has beaten me six times, and I have only beaten him four times. The thing is, I am not happy with how I am playing. I never minded the Samus versus Toon Link match, since I ended that one with No Contest. It's like every time I play as Samus, he knows what I am going to do, and he power shields it, only to punish me. I'm thinking, What the heck is going on? Why do I suck all of a sudden? I know, I've complained about my losses in the past, but seriously, I am tired of losing, and I am tired of winning matches against people who aren't as skilled as I am. I don't care about that. All I care about is winning, and if I don't win, I am not happy. I don't care what anyone thinks or says about that.
I could say, "Oh, well, it's online anyway, so who cares?" Ugh! I just don't know how to play skillfully. If I go in with confidence, and if I lose, then that confidence goes away. I could try to be fine about losing, saying, "Oh, well I lost, but that's fine! I learn from my losses." Yeah, right. That's an unrealistic look of things. I'm just not doing good enough. I don't know how my friend could all of a sudden know what on earth I am going to do, especially since it was yesterday that I started fighting against him. And yes, I will blame online for it's stupid unreal-time. Gosh! Did I just end up in a cave and everyone else got better than me? This is killing me!