RyuReiatsu
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School's started today...
No, no. Correction, yesterday. A day ago, exactly.
So here I am, up at 5:00 AM for some reasons, a habit of mine since these past 6 days. Going to bed early, hugging my pillow whenever I wake up in the middle of the morning/night. Hoping I'll fall asleep quickly again, eyes closed. Hoping I'll just end up in wonderland for a couple more hours.
...And it won't ever happen.
In total darkness, on my bed too big for one. Too big for a kid. I hear the clock ticking. Tick, tock. Tick, tock.
It's driving me insane, that stupid noise. I could simply take off the batteries, but I'm that stupid. I like that clock during the day, I really do... Because it looks cool, chinese style. Y'know?
See also: Alarm clock.
So I found myself being an idiot during my whole summer. Sleeping at 6 AM, waking up at 5 PM. I've been fixing my internal clock for the past 144 hours. Yeah, going to bed at 10 to 2 AM at most, waking up earlier in the morning. Good stuff. Due to money johns, I can't buy sleeping pills. Because I'm that awesome. And that my mom would categorically refuse such an investment because it'll kill me. That's what she believes.
I don't exactly know why I'm blogging this.
Guess it became a sort of habit to be sleeping 300 minutes only and waiting a good 3 to 4 hours until being able to doze off some more. It's that fun, woohoo. Yi-pee-yoo.
**** that, this is getting tiring.
It's not getting any better. In fact, it was the same for last years. I couldn't sleep more than 18,000 seconds in a row. So I ended up deciding that 1 AM was my curfew last year, to wake up at the perfect time to prepare for school and be in my **** train at 7...
Now... excuse me while I'll be sitting in a corner of my room. Like a psychopath, waiting to knock myself out.
...
School's started today...
No, no. Correction, yesterday. A day ago, exactly.
So here I am, up at 5:00 AM for some reasons, a habit of mine since these past 6 days. Going to bed early, hugging my pillow whenever I wake up in the middle of the morning/night. Hoping I'll fall asleep quickly again, eyes closed. Hoping I'll just end up in wonderland for a couple more hours.
...And it won't ever happen.
In total darkness, on my bed too big for one. Too big for a kid. I hear the clock ticking. Tick, tock. Tick, tock.
It's driving me insane, that stupid noise. I could simply take off the batteries, but I'm that stupid. I like that clock during the day, I really do... Because it looks cool, chinese style. Y'know?
See also: Alarm clock.
So I found myself being an idiot during my whole summer. Sleeping at 6 AM, waking up at 5 PM. I've been fixing my internal clock for the past 144 hours. Yeah, going to bed at 10 to 2 AM at most, waking up earlier in the morning. Good stuff. Due to money johns, I can't buy sleeping pills. Because I'm that awesome. And that my mom would categorically refuse such an investment because it'll kill me. That's what she believes.
I don't exactly know why I'm blogging this.
Guess it became a sort of habit to be sleeping 300 minutes only and waiting a good 3 to 4 hours until being able to doze off some more. It's that fun, woohoo. Yi-pee-yoo.
**** that, this is getting tiring.
It's not getting any better. In fact, it was the same for last years. I couldn't sleep more than 18,000 seconds in a row. So I ended up deciding that 1 AM was my curfew last year, to wake up at the perfect time to prepare for school and be in my **** train at 7...
Now... excuse me while I'll be sitting in a corner of my room. Like a psychopath, waiting to knock myself out.