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Most people at this point would rage quit but I'm no such person to frustratingly and furiously kick my chair and slam the door on my way out. But yes, I quit and I will never come back. When I get the chance, I'm going to sell my copy of Brawl and still hold onto my Melee. Well before you die hard Brawl hating Melee lovers hoot and holler because that's another person who has done what you done, I'm not doing this out of spite for the game. I'm doing this out of spite for the community I once belonged to and my personal limitations and inability to get the resources (i.e people to play with) to help my rise above such limitations. The people who have offered have good intentions but I'm not waiting around for them. I'm tired of waiting around for everyone to help me. I'm actually quite tired of alot of the people I know in general. Some of them are stuck like glue onto me but I wish I had never met them. I'm tired of feeling left behind and I'm tired of feeling like I have to depend on other when the truth is I can say "**** you guys" and get away with it, walk out the door calmly laughing my head off and go make something of myself. My current path in life is taking me away from the things that I once liked years ago. To those who thought of me as a "friend" well, you're chances are gone to really keep an form of communication with me. I'm ridding myself of Facebook. Hell, at my peak of 150 people I began to realize there is no need to gain anymore people. What's the point? I don't talk to those people at all really, I just know them or have seen them once or twice or used to know them but could care less if they died. Plus the ones I do talk to or really have no problem with, I have their phone number or email. I'm actually downsizing my friends list to entertain myself until New Years, then it's bye bye Facebook and if you have no way to contact me, too bad. Sure you may think you can contact me via Smash Boards, ha, hate to burst your bubble but I'm not going to visit this site anymore. Like Facebook Smash Boards a waste of my time. I don't play Brawl anymore, nor will I be able to in the future. I will never get better, I will never get to travel. If any one of my Pokemon Trainer friends really wants to meet me, have someone kidnap me or something and bring me to a tournament for kicks. I won't really object. I would actually say I have some Toon Link friends but alot of the people I once knew left and new people I've never heard of have moved in so that is out of the question. Overall my message is that I'm slamming alot of doors shut, locking them up tight to those who quite honestly don't matter to me even if they say they do and keeping the door just a crack for those who do matter. I know this blog will easily be overlooked; my name isn't that big anyway. Even if you have heard of me, it's just something you can easily overlook. I can only compare myself to Jack Sparrow in At World's End where he looks around and asks "Did no one come save me just because they missed me?" when we all know at the ending of the second movie they were sobbing that he was gone and they missed him! So yeah, I feel like I've gotten alot of lip service from people who I thought really did in the slightest bit care about me or would miss me if I were gone, but no. Either you care or you don't; either you show it or you don't, there is no trying to hide it and expecting people to hang onto you if you lie about it. I'm starting to see the people in my life who really are just a waste of my time.
Most people at this point would rage quit but I'm no such person to frustratingly and furiously kick my chair and slam the door on my way out. But yes, I quit and I will never come back. When I get the chance, I'm going to sell my copy of Brawl and still hold onto my Melee. Well before you die hard Brawl hating Melee lovers hoot and holler because that's another person who has done what you done, I'm not doing this out of spite for the game. I'm doing this out of spite for the community I once belonged to and my personal limitations and inability to get the resources (i.e people to play with) to help my rise above such limitations. The people who have offered have good intentions but I'm not waiting around for them. I'm tired of waiting around for everyone to help me. I'm actually quite tired of alot of the people I know in general. Some of them are stuck like glue onto me but I wish I had never met them. I'm tired of feeling left behind and I'm tired of feeling like I have to depend on other when the truth is I can say "**** you guys" and get away with it, walk out the door calmly laughing my head off and go make something of myself. My current path in life is taking me away from the things that I once liked years ago. To those who thought of me as a "friend" well, you're chances are gone to really keep an form of communication with me. I'm ridding myself of Facebook. Hell, at my peak of 150 people I began to realize there is no need to gain anymore people. What's the point? I don't talk to those people at all really, I just know them or have seen them once or twice or used to know them but could care less if they died. Plus the ones I do talk to or really have no problem with, I have their phone number or email. I'm actually downsizing my friends list to entertain myself until New Years, then it's bye bye Facebook and if you have no way to contact me, too bad. Sure you may think you can contact me via Smash Boards, ha, hate to burst your bubble but I'm not going to visit this site anymore. Like Facebook Smash Boards a waste of my time. I don't play Brawl anymore, nor will I be able to in the future. I will never get better, I will never get to travel. If any one of my Pokemon Trainer friends really wants to meet me, have someone kidnap me or something and bring me to a tournament for kicks. I won't really object. I would actually say I have some Toon Link friends but alot of the people I once knew left and new people I've never heard of have moved in so that is out of the question. Overall my message is that I'm slamming alot of doors shut, locking them up tight to those who quite honestly don't matter to me even if they say they do and keeping the door just a crack for those who do matter. I know this blog will easily be overlooked; my name isn't that big anyway. Even if you have heard of me, it's just something you can easily overlook. I can only compare myself to Jack Sparrow in At World's End where he looks around and asks "Did no one come save me just because they missed me?" when we all know at the ending of the second movie they were sobbing that he was gone and they missed him! So yeah, I feel like I've gotten alot of lip service from people who I thought really did in the slightest bit care about me or would miss me if I were gone, but no. Either you care or you don't; either you show it or you don't, there is no trying to hide it and expecting people to hang onto you if you lie about it. I'm starting to see the people in my life who really are just a waste of my time.
