JayTheUnseen
Smash Champion
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I'm supposed to be sleeping right now, but my mind is kinda active right now, I need to let this out, but the convictiin to so will be gone tomorrow.
I'm supposed to be sleeping right now, but my mind is kinda active right now, I need to let this out, but the convictiin to so will be gone tomorrow.
Stop! Please, stop!
You're a great person, Jay, so please, stop blaming yourself for those problems, it'll only make things worse. Not saying it's your parents' fault, though.
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You haven'tseen my IRL though. I'm a lot more cynical, standoffish and rude. I hate how I act around others and it's why I want to move out. My mother asks me all the time if something is wrong, et questions why I want to move out. I don't know if she's insensitive of just too lazy to figure it out herself.
I anger Goola often because I'm not up to listen o her chatter oftentimes, and thus only pretend to listen to her, which angers her, or ask her to be quiet, which upsets her.
I make insulting jokes about characters, especially ones I like, because I find it mildly amusing, and mainly to hide my true feelings about the character, and it's becoe habitual. I also jokingly insult characters she likes out of habit, which annkys her. Thinking about it now makes me sick, but it's become too habitual to stop easily.
I anger my mom because I avoid making eye contact with her and always try to get rid of her as fast as possible, and she's given me a stern talking-to about it before. It's been a whie since the last time she did it, but since I've been doing it more extremely latel, she's bound to get angry sooner or later.
I feel better letting all this out, but I'm worried I described it inaptly and left you with a more negative view than I should have. They're decent people, I know that much,and they feel what they do is for the best.
I anger Goola often because I'm not up to listen o her chatter oftentimes, and thus only pretend to listen to her, which angers her, or ask her to be quiet, which upsets her.
I make insulting jokes about characters, especially ones I like, because I find it mildly amusing, and mainly to hide my true feelings about the character, and it's becoe habitual. I also jokingly insult characters she likes out of habit, which annkys her. Thinking about it now makes me sick, but it's become too habitual to stop easily.
I anger my mom because I avoid making eye contact with her and always try to get rid of her as fast as possible, and she's given me a stern talking-to about it before. It's been a whie since the last time she did it, but since I've been doing it more extremely latel, she's bound to get angry sooner or later.
I feel better letting all this out, but I'm worried I described it inaptly and left you with a more negative view than I should have. They're decent people, I know that much,and they feel what they do is for the best.