Are you going to enjoy winning $50 dollars, will that cheer you up?
Silly RR, money can't buy happiness.
How would you rate yourself as a Lucario skillwise?
This is a hard question for me to answer. Even moreso when I've kinda stopped playing.
I'd really hate to overstate my skill and come off as arrogant. But if I understate it people think I'm being overly modest, or worse, assume that I'm fishing for compliments.
But let's look at hard results. In my prime (which I no longer am) I had some wins against some really good Socal pros at various local level tournies, without ever really having one standout placing. I was never a threat at a national or really even at a regional like some other procarios whose names I may or may not have been placed beside were.
Those are facts. If you want to know how good I am(was) you can look at those and decide for yourself. Actions speak louder than words, etc.
What keeps you from ending your existence, depresssion/hate/negativity aside, there must be SOMETHING that keeps you going, I highly doubt that your negative-ish persona is a mask, but if it is, you got me.
This is a wildly inappropriate thing to be expecting someone to talk about on a message board.
When did the persona of you being... like.. negative and stuff start? I don't remember you being like this entirely in 08, but I don't remember when you started either, its been bothering me for awhile lol.
By most accounts, around 10 years ago.
There are always ebbs and flows, though, so maybe that's why you're mixed up.
Besides the fact I put time and effort in worthless things and use silly moves and my decision making is quite frankly, less than stellar, what keeps me back in your opinion? you probably know this one better then a lot of people here.
Dude, you basically just asked me what made the opera good besides the music.
Why don't you remedy those problems you just listed first?