I'm not about to kill myself if that's what you are asking hahahaha. Ya know, having Death Anxiety isn't soo bad. I mean, I'm very motivated and will never kill myself. It comes with perks. Just, the situation I'm in now, the helpless state of being poor. that doesn't go so well with it. I guess as long as I live a full enough life that I'll be able to approach my death with moderate happiness.
I must say, its funny to get layed off by your own parents XD Oh well. The situation my families in now is that we are pretty sure that Huddle House (the company they manage for now) are going under, and a friend of ours just bought the Waffle House franchise in Florida, so we may be moving back there, which will be good! Except, if we move to Key West, well, that will make getting into competitive video games hard as hell most likely, but at least I'll live in a beautiful place. Perhaps I'll be able to get in contact with the college where I was going to go on a scholarship, explain my situation, and start there again with it.
I've been getting really into the Coraline soundtrack-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XnIUVHtLC08
and have memorized every work by Bard Neely-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bar3GOzDNzg